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  • Lets see, my last attempt at writting a post on here didn't work so well. I think I've calmed down a bit and might be able to write more clearly now. Life has been on a very down slope lately. Nothing is going right, and…

  • How many recruiters does it take to get Matt a job? That is the big question. Right now I have 4 going at it, one of them is looking for temp to hire positions, the rest are looking for sales jobs for me. I think if I ke…

  • Well enough about boys for now, I'm apparently never going to get anywhere and at the same time maybe I'm just over reacting to a situational thing. All I know is that I hate getting my hopes up that I've found something…

  • I'm so very confused tonight. Thinking thoughts to myself, thinking about my insecurity. I need approval, I need acceptance, I need to feel wanted. I need love, and support, and affection, and someone that isn't afraid o…

  • I'd spend a lot more time in the pouring rain without an umbrellaCovering my headAnd I'd stood up to that bully when he pushed and called me namesBut I was too afraidAnd I'd a gone on and saw Elvis that night he came …

  • The worst thing a person can say to you is "we need to talk". Arg I hate that, which is exactly what Sean said to me today, and I'm totally in the dark as to what he wants to talk about. He says it's nothing major but he…

  • Solving this jigsaw puzzle and posting about this sweepstakes for Big Red makes me eligible for free Xanga Premium for life...

  • So I took a few pictures of myself today, and I just wanted to post them up here. I got new blond hair and I really like how these pictures turned out. Don't worry, they aren't dirty pictures or at least I'm not posting …

  • Interesting times, well I've moved back to the burbs. I couldn't handle the living situation I was in, it was stressful, it was unstable, and it was almost abusive. I don't know where friends get off trying to be parents…

  • I'm tired of hoping I find the right guy, because I'll get excited about a guy and be disappointed just a few short days later. There are just some things I need in a man and many people just can't seem to grasp what I w…

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