yeah....skrew xanga....

Facebook me.
Search for "Elliot Taesoon Kahng"
Lot easier.
Lot simpler.
And I still post random entries there.

I did myspace...
still do once in awhile...
but that thing got too commercialized and now I get so muchhh spam from it.
Especially porn ads.

NEW

As you noticed, I rarely do xanga anymore. It just takes too dang long to update. So lately I've been doing Facebook Noting.

So everyone...
save me on facebook. Search "Elliot Taesoon Kahng."

Or save me on cyworld for quicker updated pictures. cyworld.com/taesoon84

Or myspace. myspace.com/taesoon

IF YOU HAVE SKYPE, save me!! Taesoon84

RANTS

So my new hobby is cooking. I dunno...it's just so much more fun if you make it yourself. Especially desserts. I've made creme brule, hodduk, cake, crapes, and other stuff. I'm trying to learn how to make Korean Food now. This sounds soooo gay, but I want a gf...just so I can cook for her. SERIOUSLY. NOT because I wanna be romantic!! Just that, I spend the time to cook, and no ones there to taste my food except me. Sometimes my mom.
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I started making crapes, so I'm still a newb. Looks ugly. BUT it tastes very good. Inside the crape is vanilla icecream, exterior is Whip Cream and fruits. I made the whip cream myself. I used heavy cream, sugar, and rum. Yes rum. If you add a tiny bit, the whip cream tastes SOOO GOOOD. 

Here's a picture of my mom with crapes I made for her.


And this is mine.

Independent Film

So I did an indie film during the summer. It's an 80's gangster movie. I asked, "why 80's?" And I got the reply that 80's films had the best gangsters and action movies. If you dunno how 80's people dress...THINK of the clothes worn in "Karate Kid" and "Back to the Future." hahaha.

Jon. Former-dead police partner.


Norman. The mob boss. Special Effects Artist bloodying him up.


The result. Norman's scar.


The white dude who buys smuggled guns from the Chinese Mob Boss.


Me. Special Effects Equipment workers hooking me up into a air tube that shoots blood when I get shot.


Make-up artist putting me in make-up.


Afterwards the special effects artist put me in make-up. I look like a happy beaten up gangster, dont I? hahaha.


Jessie getting set up for the stab scene. A vengeful cop stabs him on the head.


Jon, the dead partner and Shaun...the cop that seeks revenge.


Norman and his henchman.


Pam. The assistant sliced on the throat.


Stunt practicing before shooting.


Mob boss about to kill Jon.


NOT DEAD YET...just unconscious. I get shot on the lower abdomin. Hit the floor HARD. My face is bloody from hitting head first. I wake up, crawl for the gun. RIGHT WHEN I REACH IT...my head gets blown.


Watch your back!

Photoshoot : BC photography

Photography Brian Choi.

"The Promise" : BC photography

Photography Brian Choi.

It's no film. It was just photos violet & I took indivisually and some together. Violet wanted to bring a bottle & gun for her punk look. There was no intentsion of a story line. Coincidentally the pictures puzzled into one though. So I added some diologue. hahaha!!
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On a cloudy day Taesoon goes up to the lighthouse because he recieved a messege from Mimi, someone who he THOUGHT has passed away years ago.


Before he takes that last step up the lighthouse, he has a flashback.
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[Flashback: Busan, Korea. Mimi & Taesoon were the best of friends in highschool. They always had each others backs, especially in fights...which was everyday. They were obviously #1 students in school, in fighting of course. Their dream was very simple. Their family was poor, they weren't the smartest...so the only thing they dreamed of being was becoming #1 gangster.]


Taesoon: "Mimi......"


Mimi: "I'm glad you remember me, heh. Long Time."
Taesoon: "wha...what are you doing??"
Mimi: "You broke your promise..."
Taesoon: "HUH?? WHAT PROMISE????"
Mimi: "YOU BROKE YOUR F**KING PROMISE!!"
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[Flashback: Taesoon & Mimi bruised, bloody, & beaten...laying in an alley.
Taesoon: "hahaha...sh*t. That hurt. You okay?"
Mimi: "heheh, yeah. One day...we'll be up there. Everyone will fear us. We'll have money, power, and..."
Taesoon: "..each other. As long as we stick together, we'll be untouchable. I will always protect you and you will do the same. We'll become mob bosses. You'll be the first female mob boss in Korea, ya know? HAHAHA.
Violet: "heh..*barely lifting up her tired arm, she punches Taesoon on the shoulder* ......you promise?"
Taesoon: "huh? promise what?"
Violet: "Ya know. Always protecting each other. Being their for each other. Becoming mob bosses."
Taesoon lifts his fist up in the air, grins as blood drips out of the side of his mouth, "I promise"]


Mimi: "YOU SAID YOU'LL ALWAYS PROTECT ME! YOU SAID YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE, YOU SAID YOU'LL... *tears of anger role down her eye* why...WHYYY DID YOU HAVE TO BECOME A F**KING COP????"
Taesoon: "I...I'm...sorry. After your death, my life became dark. My dream disappeared. The Mafia...what I dreamed of being...what I loved so much, became something I loathed. THEY WERE THE ONES THAT KILLED YOU!! ...or at least I thought. I sawww them stab you! I went to you! You were dead! Once the cops came, I took off and never found or heard of you again...I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD."
Mimi: "Well...here I am now."
Taesoon: "....how...."
Mimi: "After getting stabbed from the mafia, the boss took pity on me. He took me, reincarnated me. I was reborn. I grew strong..."
Taesoon: "Please stop...get out."
Mimi: "NO. I'm so close! Close to being up on top."
Taesoon: "PLEASE!!"


Mimi: "I said NOO!!"
Taesoon quickly hits her arm away and swiftly grabs the gun.
Mimi then grabs a broken bottle that was on the floor.
As she's about to slash Taesoon with the bottle, Taesoon lifts the gun to her face.
Taesoon: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry I couldn't protect you."
Mimi: "HAHAHA....you think I'm here to kill you because you couldn't protect me?? I DON'T NEED YOU! I can protect myself!"
Taesoon: "then.....wh..."
Mimi: "Why? Because...my boss said so. Simple as that. If I wanna get up there, I must fulfill whatever my boss asks."
Taesoon: "Chae Ja..."
Mimi: "That's right! Chae Jaewon...is my boss. It seems that you've been giving him some trouble. How unfortunate. Actually, one of the men below me was suppose to off you...but I insisted on taking the job. I wanted to prove to him, I AM STRONG, I AM READY. And honestly, hah..I wanted to see you one last time...


As the first drop of rain hit Mimi's forehead, she charged Taesoon with the broken bottle. He shoots and Mimi falls to the floor. He falls to his knees and cries. It seemed that the more his heart throbbed with pain, the harder it rained.


His heart dropped so far deep that as he walked away, his face became emotionless.


Wishing, Praying, Hoping if there was a way of saving her. Wishing so hard to go back in time...go back to highschool, go back to protecting his sister, Mimi.

I hate Korean Birthday. It makes you feel older...
In America I would be 23 yrs old...
but in Korea I'd be 25 yrs old....

Something to do with lunar and like if a new year passes you're an extra yr older plus your birthday if your january, which gives you 2 years...it's confusing as hell. I don't even understand it. Highschool students call me "ahjusshi" already. Which means "old man" in Korean. -. .-;

Every Step I take, Every Breath I make...
I'm one step closer to death.