Thursday, July 03, 2008

• Dead Love

  Knowing you has left me polluted with the toxins of rejection and doubt. I’m cursed by your love. Lost within an emotionless façade, I still ache from our pain.
  
  I’ve forgotten about you a thousand times if not more. You seem to unexpectedly violate my mind. Never when expected, and before I’ve noticed I’ve forgotten you; your back. Laughter fills my mind at times, catching my self reminiscing. It’s as if I’ve forgotten the reasons I’ve cried for us.
  
  I know now, I never cried for my self. Realizing I forgot about my own emotions doesn’t make me cry, it leaves me detached. Acknowledging my stupidity left me hollow, knowing that I abandoned my self leaves me broken. What we never had, now that makes me weep. Tell me all I want to hear, but not when I want to hear it.
  You’ll wonder a lifetime, of a love that could have been.
  
  Once Loved Always,
  

  Forgotten

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