She is moving to describe the world...[hands that guide her are invisible]
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Original: 11/28/2004 10:51 PM
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Sunday, November 28, 2004
 I think I'm gonna be okay...I've been very tearful lately, is all. I need chocolate....The thing is, everything makes me break down these days. Mostly I've felt hateful--hating myself, hating my body...I need chocolate....

My dad bought American Idiot today...amazing stuff. Particularly "Jesus Of Suburbia." Totally awesome.

This evening I missed YRUU to attend Matt's Court Of Honor ceremony thingie-whats...he got his Eagle Scout award, it was a really big deal, so yeah. (I went because, well, it's him, and this is something very important to him. I'm actually very much against the Boy Scouts of America, primarily because [a] it seems to me that it's a pretty dumb and far-fetched concept to begin with and [b] they exclude gays and atheists. They go on and on about their stupid little code thingie and how accepting they are and that all Scouts are brothers--there are lesbian Girl Scouts, so why can't the BSA accept gays?...And can't a person be "reverent" without believing in a deity? Couldn't somebody be reverent of the existence of Earth and all the amazing life that grows and thrives here?...)

Please excuse my ranting...um...yeah. Anyway. He stood up at the end to thank people and stuff--his family, the scout masters, et cetera. Toward the end of his little speech thingie, he was looking around for people he may have forgotten...and his eyes landed on me and he said, "How could I forget you?...My girlfriend is Alex C*****, we've been through some...interesting times these past few months...I love you, and I love that you're here tonight." I turned really red and thought that I might die of embarrassment. But it was very sweet, too...
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I'm crying here that's so cute
Posted 11/29/2004 3:13 PM by EmrysPen - reply

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A) Yes it is far-fetched to have a group that has no qualms about sending me into the woods and perform tasks that involve knives and fire(which is my only argument for being in it other than sleeping under the stars in the rain). Which is why my parents didn't put me into that position. That and after my sister was in Girl Scouts, they didn't want to sell anymore stuff than their own jobs required.
B) It was created by WASPs like Teddy Roosvelt. Of course they aren't going to except what they don't understand. That's life in a male society. You think the Mason's had rainbow flags waving in the breeze? As long as you have the balls to create a facade deep enough that it is never questioned they don't care. They only throw out the people who challange it.

See, I told you he does.
Posted 11/29/2004 3:26 PM by stealthyduster - reply


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