| | I think I'm gonna be okay...I've been very tearful lately, is all. I need chocolate....The thing is, everything makes me break down these days. Mostly I've felt hateful--hating myself, hating my body...I need chocolate....
My dad bought American Idiot today...amazing stuff. Particularly "Jesus Of Suburbia." Totally awesome.
This evening I missed YRUU to attend Matt's Court Of Honor ceremony thingie-whats...he got his Eagle Scout award, it was a really big deal, so yeah. (I went because, well, it's him, and this is something very important to him. I'm actually very much against the Boy Scouts of America, primarily because [a] it seems to me that it's a pretty dumb and far-fetched concept to begin with and [b] they exclude gays and atheists. They go on and on about their stupid little code thingie and how accepting they are and that all Scouts are brothers--there are lesbian Girl Scouts, so why can't the BSA accept gays?...And can't a person be "reverent" without believing in a deity? Couldn't somebody be reverent of the existence of Earth and all the amazing life that grows and thrives here?...)
Please excuse my ranting...um...yeah. Anyway. He stood up at the end to thank people and stuff--his family, the scout masters, et cetera. Toward the end of his little speech thingie, he was looking around for people he may have forgotten...and his eyes landed on me and he said, "How could I forget you?...My girlfriend is Alex C*****, we've been through some...interesting times these past few months...I love you, and I love that you're here tonight." I turned really red and thought that I might die of embarrassment. But it was very sweet, too... - |
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