| | Debating whether or not to go to the in-gathering, or whatever it's called. First day of church after the summer. I like church, I honestly do. UU-ness and one-ness and all that jazz.
It's just that I might run into Gary. That would be...well...kind of a drag, I guess. I've missed him, y'know? Kind of. It's hard to explain. We were more or less friends in the beginning, then we started going out after two years or so, and then when we broke up he was just kind of distant...I dunno...I hope he's not still bitter or anything. I like to think that we have a lot in common...that we could still be friends... It's just so awkward every time I talk to him. And we haven't spoken in...jeez, something like eight months. He just kind of stopped coming to YRUU, and I just kind of stopped using AIM. I don't know what to say if I do see him, or what he'll say. I don't know why I'm so worried about it.
and you were mind-boggling, you were intense,
you were uncomfortable in your own skin
you were thirsty,
but mostly you were beautiful
if we were our nametags
if we were our rejections
if we were our outcomes
I'd be joining you...
if we were our indignities
if we were our successes
if we were our emotions
I'd be joining you...
you and I, we're like four-year-olds
we want to know why and how come about everything
we want to reveal ourselves at will
and speak our minds
and never talk small talk
and be intuitive
and question mightily, and find god
my tortured beacon, we need to find like-minded companions
if we were their condemnations
if we were their projections
if we were our paranoias
I'd be joining you...
if we were our incomes
if we were our obsessions
if we were our afflictions
I'd be joining you...
we need reflection
we need a really good memory
feel free to call me a little more often
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