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  • Matt and I are now at about the two-month mark.Not that he cares. Or even knows. He's at strings camp. Flirting with some hot female cello player, for all I know... (*rereads that sentence* Heh. I wanna learn to play the…

  • phone: *beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeep* *rrrrring* *rrrrring* *rrrrring* *rrrrring*recording: "Uh, hi. This is Matt, I'm not here right now...either that or my phone is charging...so, uh, just leave your name a…

  • I've been sleeping way too much, as Ricardo can testify. Ballard's back! Good times, good times.Other than that, there's not much going on. Having random memories... I will always remember Robby playing OutKast's "Hey Ya…

  • I made a new sign for my room! I copied it from a sticker I saw in Hot Topic which I really wanted to buy but couldn't afford at the time. And I love it. (Those of you who have seen my room know that its walls are cover…

  • I didn't get the job.-

  • Well. I was asleep until about 2:55 PM. Yeah. I've spent the past half-hour or so munching on Twizzlers and practicing chords on my dad's ukulele. I'm having lots of trouble with it, though...my fingers are too large for…

  • Saturday!! Saturday Saturday Saturdayyyy...And there's nothing to do. 'Cept mehbe bake something, practice my Français...play a little Nomia...Yep. Nothing to do.-

  • now I will tell you what I've done for youfifty thousand tears I've criedscreaming, deceiving and bleeding for youand you still won't hear medon't want your hand this timeI'll save myselfmaybe I'll wake up for oncenot to…

  • Okay, I did it. I got an application for David's Natural Market. Yeah, okay. That has got to be the scariest thing I've done in a while...assertiveness is not my strong point...So I'm looking at this application now, and…

  • WON'T U PLEASE B NICE if you would sit / oh so close to me / that would be nice / like it's supposed to be / if you don't i'll slit your throat / so won't you please be nice? / if you would hug / your arms right round me…

  • I'm thinking about applying for a job at David's Natural Market. That's my dream job, anyway, being the vegan that I am... only a) I've never had a job before, and b) it takes about forty minutes to get from the Owen Bro…

  • It's Thursday ("I never could get the hang of Thursdays,"), and I'm a bit bored, so I'm gonna do this thing I found on the Xanga of a very cool guy who calls himself A_Dramatic_Reenactment...1. Take your Xanga username a…

  • Rode my bike to Orri's house today. I forgot that Oakland Mills Road is mostly uphill. Bleh.I also forgot how very cute Orri is. Fucking hormones...Yeah. So yeah.Not much else going on...-

  • Went to the mall with Stef today. Got lost on the bus ride home, because Howard County public transit really, really sucks.Fun times.I'm gonna do this, sure, because I'm bored:Name Four Bad Habits You Have:1. forgetting …

  • Went for another bike ride today. (I'm gonna make this a daily thing, methinks.) Took the tree-root-infested trail up to where Kate's house is...haven't seen her in forever, jeez... Rode out to Carved Stone, turned onto …

  • Hey, everyone else is doing it...so, yeah, what the hell...Your gender: Female, despite the utter lack of breasts.Sexual orientation: I'm...bi...queer...questioning? Most likely bisexual, yeah.Single?: Not currently.Birt…

  • Summer Solstice! Yayness.Super Mario World (SNES) - I've reached all 96 goals, including Funky, but I still haven't beaten Bowser...hmm...Interesting day today. Went on a bike ride (without permission, Crys ). Unlikely …

  • My parents don't want me out biking alone. *rolls eyes* It's Columbia, for fuck's sake. What's gonna happen? I've been biking alone around Lake Elkhorn since I was fourteen or so. The only time they didn't let me go biki…

  • Jade and Erin have been separated. They're okay.Thank gods...-

  • My mom made me cry again. By talking about college. Again.Why does it scare me so much? I just feel so...so completely afraid...so afraid that I'm not going to get into a good college...or any college... I'm a B-average …

  • Finally saw "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban." Awesome film, truly awesome. ...I think I'm getting a crush on Daniel Radcliffe...as well as Emma Watson...this is bad...As usual, though, Ron and Hermione are my f…

  • Jade Hope Buckles and Erin Faith Buckles, 4-month-old twin girls conjoined from the navel to the breastbone, are being separated today. Gods protect them and their family.Childrens' Hospital is extremely prepared for thi…

  • I hung out with Matt today. It was lovely. Very very lovely. Please disregard my last entry, as doubts are very stupid things to have, especially in a relationship. Unless there's a reason for doubt. Which, currently, t…

  • Decided it was about time to change my site. Again. Yeah. Stupid doubts again... Does he really like me, or does he just pretend to because I like him? Does he secretly think I'm a total weirdo? Does he even care about m…

  • Sophomore year is now officially over. Two more years of high school...high school is like a big competitionbeauty contest; prom court is the missionthere can only be one queen, one kingeveryone voting, everyone competin…

  • Well. Today I:~ ate a muffin~ took my choir final (easy)~ found out that my missing a performance due to a psychiatric evaluation does, in fact, count as an unexcused absence in Ms. Stephens's book; so I have an E for th…

  • More summer goals:~ Read The Great Gatsby for English 11 GT. (*mutters* Fuck it, who the hell is Gatsby anyway?...)~ Re-read all five HHGG books.~ Be taken to Ontario by my grandparents; see Shakespearean plays (Cymbalin…

  • Well. Deffffinitely flunked my chem exam. Well, maybe not flunked, but I had to bullshit about half of it...probably wound up with a D, which is fine, 'cause no matter what I get on it I'll have a B for the year. So yeah…

  • Not much to say. Had my English exam today, was pretty easy considering I only read about one third of The Catcher In The Rye... Matt: Um. Define immediately.Ricardo: Seriously.Stef, Mer, Ingold: I wanna marry Winter. Me…

  • Quote of the Day, served with a side salad or your choice of sandwich:"Mother, rest assured that I intend to keep my hymen intact for as long as hormonally possible." --meMeanwhile, I can't stop listening to Nellie McKay…

  • Forgot some stuff yesterday. Mrs. S made us cookies again. I'm seriously going to have to get her flowers or a coffee mug or something, she's been so sweet and just an excellent teacher.In chem, we tye-dyed t-shirts. (DE…

  • Listen to Nellie McKay. She will change the way you look at the world. Amazing stuff. She's like a combination of all this awesomeness. She has Joni Mitchell's vocal range, she has Alanis Morissette's bitter sarcasm and …

  • I got to school an hour late today, so I missed English. As for why I got to school an hour late...dunno. I just couldn't wake up. My dad was pissed that he had to drive me (he used his catch phrase again: "You're pissin…

  • So yeah. Today was oddness. Mer hugged me and held my hand, and the following period Matt did the same, and I think I'm okay now.Yeah. I'm okay now.We had a breakfast party in English. Mrs. S brought in a bag of strawber…

  • This evening, my sister had her typical Tuesday night forty-five minute piano lesson. Meanwhile, my parents and I went holo-holo around Columbia while tension between me and my dad kept building and building till you cou…

  • Been having those weird walking-naked-in-the-rain-to-go-meet-my-love dreams again.-

  • Okay, we're going ahead with the garage band idea. *cringe* I sure hope this works...The band is:Alex (me): lead/back-up vocalsMer (friend of mine): lead/back-up vocalsOrri (friend of mine): (lead?)/back-up vocalsGrace (…

  • What to write, what to write...been working hard on the plot and character development for Snow Angel, and it's coming along, I think...I hope...I had the weirdest dream last night. Dreamed I made an AMV (for those of yo…

  • "when the night showsthe signals grow on radiosall the strange thingsthey come and go as early warningsstranded starfish have no place to hidestill waiting for the swollen easter tidethere's no point in directionwe canno…

  • Ma mère is flying to Cape Cod as I type; her friend Alison is finally getting married! She's been with her partner Terry for as long as I can remember, and now gay couples are flocking to Massachusetts, like, "Quick, bef…

  • I'm okay now. U2 heals.Gracie's at therapy right now. Depression runs in families, and I know I've got it, but I wish to the gods that she didn't have it... because she shouldn't; she's eleven, for fuck's sake... and I r…

  • Well then. I wonder when my dad's gonna stop hating me."Why are you still up here crying?!""I don't know.""If you've got a problem you should have told me. But no, instead you just kept saying 'Okay, I'm okay, I'll come …

  • Well, my AIM is back up now. So if you want, feel free to IM me...although, the funny thing is, I'm not in the habit of using it anymore, so I'm not gonna be on 24/7 like I used to be...Math is evil. That is all there is…

  • This one's for that amazing girl I saw once, wherever she is:"I said one two three, take my hand and come with mebecause you look so fine that I really wanna make you mineI said you look so fine that I really wanna make …

  • A conversation.phone: *beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeep* *booooooooooo*recorded voice: "Hello. You have reached Care Programs. Please dial the extention num-"phone: *beepbeepbeepbeep*recorded voice: "I will ring.…

  • Dragon Blood is seriously awesome... Really shitty cover, especially for fantasy, but it's a truly amazing book. Mer, I got to the part where Oreg goes all creepy on Tisala... although that's really very like him, isn't …

  • Rainrainrainrainrain. I liiiike the rain.Well then. Today Ewart had us go to A-lunch instead of B-lunch, for reasons we will never comprehend. So I didn't get to see Matt... But! ...um, stuff!! And...more things!! In mat…

  • Mom bought corn. Nice fresh sweet spring corn. And I no longer have braces!! O happy day...Meanwhile...stuff...um...yeah. Nothing else going on.Oh yeah. My sister got this crazy idea in her head that we should start a g…

  • Got my iTunes allowance today. Bought a nice U2 iMix, that song from "Return of the King" in which Pippin sings, and "Mr. Jones" by the Counting Crows. I like the Counting Crows, I really do, but I'm still entirely piss…

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