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  • Okay, yeah, breaking down all over the place. Due to stress and constant worry. One Tuesday night, and another Wednesday afternoon in English class. Major major breakdowns. I asked Foy if I could be excused ("Are you oka…

  • I feel really shitty again--physically, emotionally, in all respects--and I don't know why. *sigh*My dad is extremely worried about me. I've never seen him this upset. He said, "You're sixteen. You should be thriving rig…

  • Last night Matt came over and we watched "The Matrix." It's actually Steffi's VHS, I've had it for ages and I keep forgetting to give it back to her.Matt's in Ohio, visiting Oberlin. He won't be back until Tuesday night.…

  • Yesterday I developed my film! All by me onesy! Yay. I didn't make any prints yet, but the negatives turned out great. Happy happy.Also yesterday I had therapy. Stupid therapy. We talked a lot about the thoughts I have a…

  • I feel really, really shitty and totally exhausted. As such, I wasn't in school today. I missed a lot, I think; discussions on the Salem witchcraft trials, developing my film, watching the rest of "Les Triplets de Bellev…

  • Haven't updated in a couple days; when my mom gets home around 9:15, she kidnaps me and we go to the gym to ride bikes to nowhere.I have girls' choir tonight. If Amanda gets moved up to second soprano, I'll be leading th…

  • Had something of a breakdown yesterday. I think I'm okay now. It was one of those panicky moments, you know: suddenly I'm terrified that I can't handle high school, I can't handle college, I can't handle LIFE.And last ni…

  • Last night was totally awesome.Matt came over kind of early so we hung out for a while, then Ingold showed up. The two of them were both kind of dressed up (Ingold was HOT), so I actually wore a dress. Yeah. The black o…

  • What to do, what to do...I should really do my homework, but I don't wanna. *pout*Currently I am reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire for approximately the sixth or seventh time. My dad thinks I'm insane in that r…

  • Had a study session with Mer today. Mostly it involved hot chocolate.I made really awesome flyers for my dad's concert so he could take them to work. But he's not going to work tomorrow. Dammit. (If you want to see the f…

  • CAMERA!!! Yes, I got my Minolta X-370n in the mail. It's old, but it'll work fine. And it's got a 35-70 telephoto lens...so happyyyy...We now return to our regularly scheduled programming."Do one thing each day that sca…

  • Bajeezus. Lotsa school stuff. Physics is really awesome, because Mr. Parke is cool, but it's slowly killing me. Math really sucks, but somehow I actually like Mr. Matters. I mean, he's kind of abusive and he's absolutely…

  • Wandered around with the camera I borrowed from the lab, and got some awesome shots. One of them is of a little ceramic angel in Rob's garden, but it's taken through a trellis so it looks like it's imprisoned...hard to e…

  • That was SO FUCKING WEIRD.Yeah, okay. So Matt and I decided to see a movie tonight, and I chose "Wicker Park."WARNING: May contain spoilers for the film "Wicker Park."It was well-done and everything, but very very strang…

  • I'm going to start from yesterday evening, because it was interesting:Around 5:30 PM, I got a phone call from my boyfriend's mother. O.o Yeah, I know. She probably stole his phone or something...anyway. She told me that …

  • If you're wondering why I wasn't in school today: I just don't feel good. Physically...emotionally...spiritually...grammatically...yeah.I don't think I can handle junior year. It's too much. The classes themselves, and s…

  • A few notes:~ The next Human Relations Club meeting will be held in Mrs. Cheeks' room, after school next Tuesday.~ The first Rainbow Nation meeting will be held...somewhere...sometime...I think it's in the SSC, next Frid…

  • Carroll changed his comic again!! Gah. First BriWorld ended, then he started on Instant Classic, then went to Pirates, and now that's on hiatus-of-sorts and he's got this weirdness going...ah, well...it's all good...and,…

  • Today I:~ drank plenty of elderberry tea (stupid cold)~ watched Queer Eye (I love that show)~ wore my wonderful new 9E sweatshirt outside in the nice 85-degree weather~ checked out cameras at the mall~ was highly disappo…

  • Whoooooa.Yeah. The week feels much much longer and much much shorter now that I've got six classes a day. Homework this weekend: lots. Lots and lots.On a brighter note; I got to see Matt today. We spent a lovely afternoo…

  • Taking a much-needed break from the atrocity known as precalculus.Sooo...um.No, for seriously. Plenty interesting things are happening. Most importantly: eleventh grade.Quotes of the Week (served with your choice of soup…

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