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  • afterthought 4: the mirror is my enemy every morning as I am naked vulnerable and stare at this hideous flesh that traps me; I hate my body and maybe it’s just that I’m a girl whose body changes still trying dresses in a…
  • All right, so I tried stream-of-consciousness writing late last night. I got out a piece of paper and wrote and didn't stop until I filled up the paper. Cam: You called yours a post-script; I'm calling mine an afterthoug…
  • Went for a nice long walk this morning. Very nice weather. No sun--I hate sun. Mom made me carry mace. 'Cause I'm a girl. And I'm going, "Mom! This is Columbia! Nobody gets attacked in Columbia!" "Carry it just to be saf…
  • All right, so here's a timeline for the next few months:~ March 31: Mycah and Joanne (her mom) come to visit~ April 3: Daylight Savings Time begins~ April 4: return from spring break...*sigh*~ April 7: CHOIR ADJUDICATION…
  • The following is a brief series of announcements/questions/answers/trials/tribulations/whatever:Mer - Yeah, I'm really sorry...Ingold - Thanks for your advice. Yours is always the best.Cameron - Awesome, awesome writings…
  • one of these days you're gonna push too hardwe'll go on like we've always donetill you go too farone of these days it's gonna reach the topthen it's gonna start to spilland it's not gonna stop...Yeah. He told me his gran…
  • Okay. *deep breath* I shall try to remain calm and save all my ranting till the end.Scenario: There's this guy, right--a senior in high school. He's staying at his grandmother's house one weekend for Easter, with his mom…
  • Matt came over last night and we had numerous tickle-fights, which usually ended with me making weird noises and him laughing hysterically as I smacked him. Totally unfair, seeing as he's hardly ticklish at all and I'm t…
  • *sigh* Okay, okay, I'm all right...I just get really angry, very easily. It's all good now.All right, so: I now have a prom dress. It's nice--it's simple, hence the niceness. Currently it's being hemmed, because it's abo…
  • So, why the sudden outburst of Sinéad Lohan lyrics, you ask? Weeeell, Matt and I kind of got into an argument (he would call it a "discussion" since he's so fucking nice--I was the one doing all the arguing) over Bush an…
  • you can take it easy'cause I have a mind to put your parachute on slowwe're moving into calmer waterswhere all your loveliness will showfor all your wanting me to reactto look no hands on this carouselfor me to be true t…
  • Quotes of the Day, served with sweet potato fries and lots of ketchup:"Mangoes?! What are you, some kind of parrot?" --Jeremy"As soon as I hit eighteen, I'm gonna start the process...'Yo! Uterus for sale!'" --Jannelle"Co…
  • Jeez, I'm getting pretty sloppy with the updates. I'll try to keep them more regular...apologies in advance for the longness of this one...LATE FRIDAY:~ Dad came home! He was in San Diego all week for a cool technology …
  • Been feeling very sick for nearly a week. Exhausted, achy, nauseated and unable to eat, etc. Finally started my period yesterday afternoon; Mer's theory is that by being all stressed out and worried and crap, I was makin…
  • Quote of the Day, served with buttered toast:me: "Mom, what's a marionberry?"Mom: "Oh, he used to be the mayor of D.C."me: "......."This is a marionberry, as it turns out. I wanted to know because we were in David's …
  • Happy Ides, everyone. It has now been one year since I started this Xanga.Quote of the Day, served with a garden salad:Ms. Stephens: "This is about God saving Daniel from the lion, but there is an underlying message to t…
  • Okay, the issue in the poem is okay now. No more panicking.Quote of the Hour, served with hashbrowns:stealthyduster: guess whats cheaper than diamonds and twice as socially consciousdarkaurora06: ...Parsley?Last night at…
  • Dialogue Snippets of the Day, cut diagonally and served with potato chips:[before English--discussing the three poems with Mer]me: It's just that...none of my poems make much sense...Mer: These are people who are accus…
  • Dialogue Snippet of the Day, served with toast and jam:me: So my next assignment is to hand-color a photograph.Andrew: Hmm.me: Yeah. I found this one photo I like--I can't really tell what it's a photo of, but I like …
  • Choice Dialogue Snippets, with fruit garnish:[yesterday in astronomy]Mr. Parke: But what causes that radiation?random kids: ...Uh.....stars...planets?....matter...the sun?.....Mr. Parke: ...Churches! Gravy!random kids…
  • Craaaap. Earlier today I was tired and stressed out and started pulling again. *sigh* So now I'm eyelash-less again, and hope of conquering the trich is quickly falling...Last night in YRUU we watched "Supersize Me." Fre…
  • Rehearsal wasn't bad yesterday. I seriously need a costume for the opening number, though, as perviously stated. And I tried on my dress, and of course it's too large in the bust. *sigh* It's very pretty, though. Pale bl…
  • Had my second acupuncture treatment last night; Karen said that the first time we "didn't finish." This time it was much better, not painful at all. Actually, it took a long time to get started. I initially lay down on t…
  • Well then. That was...odd. During English we all took turns leaving and being interviewed and coming back. Every time someone came back, other people (mostly Jenny, who was very nervous) would ask how it went and what ki…
  • Tomorrow we have to do with those stupid interviews. I had absolutely no idea that this even existed, let alone that it's a graduation requirement: Every high school junior in the state of Maryland must undergo a mock in…
  • Brief update in numbers:ONE cup of tea this morning; not nearly enough to get me through such a shitty dayTWO months until prom (*agrivated sigh*...stupid prom)THREE days until my follow-up acupuncture appointmentFOUR mo…

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