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  • Today was the senior awards ceremony. I sat and watched Matt be seen. You think I'm sick of doing that, right? I'm not. It's just what I do.you marry a roleand you give up your soultill you break down...Okay, so: general…
  • Fifth chapter up. (I'm working like a madwoman, here.) Introduces Richard and Orri--and it has more of Meredith, my favorite character. I feel like such a dork, having written all this last year. I forget which of my gir…
  • Gracie had a competition yesterday afternoon--she got third place out of thirteen kids, most of whom have been taking piano longer than she has. Very cool.So, I uploaded chapters 3 and 4 of "Your Initials Here" on my Fic…
  • Oh, man, I've done it now... I finally decided I'm ready to publish "Your Initials Here" on my FictionPress site. So, it's up now. Only two chapters so far--I'm still fixing the rest of it. It's such a mess... *ducks int…
  • WHEEEEE!! *dances around* I got an email! From Thomas! Whooo! He thinks I'm cool. This is a good thing, since I'm most definitely not cool. I'm sending him a self-portrait, because the school photo he received sucks. It'…
  • Okay, so, I’m not taking my astronomy final after all. Not today, anyway. Mr. Parke told us that we juniors can take it now or later--I’m going with later. Quotes of the Week, served with white rice and egg drop soup…
  • I hate HSAs. I finished taking them last year, so this year I have nothing to do but spend hours in those stupid long classes, doing nothing. I've been trying to read Dandelion Wine, but I have a hard time concentrating …
  • Sitting here in astronomy class. We’ve been here for forty minutes, there’s an hour left and nothing going on. It seems as though the final is on Thursday. Bear in mind, I transferred into this class halfway through thir…
  • Last night was cool. The recitals were both amazing. Just incredible. After that we went to someone's wedding party, where I ate really good macaroni and cheese, swang on a swingset and then kicked Matt's ass at frisby (…
  • [See previous entry for photo of Thomas.]Okay, so, this is the third time I've made these fucking cookies, and I keep on tweaking the recipe and they're still not what I wanted. I did something funky with the eggs, I thi…
  • By popular demand, here's the tiny little photo of Thomas:Happy now?-
  • There is currently a war going on in my English class.Over poetry.Nearly everyone is arguing that poetry is torture and should not be "inflicted" upon us, as Andrew put it.And I think to myself, Hey, Self? Could it be tr…
  • So it turns out that Mr. Foy was the only person to figure out on his own exactly why I’ve been depressed. Mr. Foy: Are you all right? me: I’m fine. Mr. Foy: You just haven’t been acting right lately. me: I’ll…
  • I've been very depressed again lately. I don't know what's happening. Chocolate helps, but only for about three minutes. Talking to Alex on the phone helps, but only while I'm talking to him. Then I start crying again. S…
  • How many geniuses does it take to nail a door to a table? Three. My parents and I should be banned from the art of capentry. Their are nail holes in our coffee table from trying to fix the door that covers the crawlspace…
  • Shopping spree today. Wall charger, dock and stereo adapter kit for my iPod mini. Looked for socks, couldn't find 'em. Got lots of stuff at Borders; a new bio of Benjiman Franklin, the new edition of Drawing on the Right…
  • Found the digital camera and the USB cord. And so, I bring you....this. My finished photoextension.I don't have a title for it. Hmm.I've been flipping through colleges where I can major in photography, or at least in stu…
  • so who am I?...don't say it'll stay this way foreverdon't say it'll stay this way foreverI'm holding onyes, I am careful what I wish forI am the knot in your stomachthe phlegm in your throatthe message saying you're not …
  • I'm working on my thesis/research paper for English. (Yeah... Mr. Foy told us, "Research topics!" and we came back with research topics. Then he said, "Thesis statements!" and we all went, "Thesis statements?") So mine h…
  • I have "Funny Little Feeling" by The Rock 'n' Roll Soldiers stuck in my head, and I don't know most of the words so I'm kind of screwed. Music is my life. I can't find these lyrics anywhere, and I can't get most of them …
  • So, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy was awesome. Almost as entertaining was the family sitting in front of us; namely, the two brothers. After the opening sequence with the dolphins singing "So Long and Thanks for A…
  • I will post some of the pre-prom photos my mom took as soon as we update the scanner software. Currently the scanner's being wonky, and it's probably because it hasn't had a software update that it needs, or something. I…
  • I'm waiting for Matt to call. I know he's not going to call. Therefore, I am insane. So there.I aced my history final! Guess what my score was.... Forty-two! O.o How cool is that?! So now I only need a four on the essay …
  • Another new poem on my FictionPress site: "Senseless." (Been way busy adapting all the stream-of-consciousness writings I've been doing into semi-comprehensive poetry-type stuff.)Multiple choice section of the history fi…
  • Staying home today. Feel like crap. Bleh. Dammit, I always get sick on my birthday.It still hasn't registered in me that as of yesterday I'm actually seventeen. Hm.Two more new poems on my FictionPress site: "Trip And Fa…
  • I'm seventeen today. Whoa.Aftershocks of prom: I feel the sudden need to dance when Astaire's "L-L-Love" comes on...actually any music with a beat, pretty much. Also, I cry whenever I hear that really shitty song by what…
  • Okay, so the freak-outs proved unjustified.Prom was wonderful. I hated dinner. I mean, I loved dinner, it's the Chinese restaurant we've been to for homecoming for the past two years. I just hated people staring at me, I…

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