We've Got To Prove We're Adults Now!We're not a punk rock band anymore, we're a New Wave band
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Original: 1/10/2006 1:49 AM
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

 I can't sleep.
I'm having the pillow/blankets issue again (i.e. feel guilty about preaching anarchism and still living in a comfortable life style).
So I have no blankets or anything.
And its cold.
And I'm worried about life.
And my friends.
And my lack of band.
And facebook and myspace, and all other kinds of external distractions.
I fear the future, and what it brings for me.
I'm not comfortable living a comfortable lifestyle.
I feel awkward, weird, and a hypocrite.
I'm accepted into the southern Illinois school of art, and I'm the least artistic person I know,
and as far as I know,
I lack all other skills as well. 
I really don't want to drop this whole punk/counter-culture thing when I hit 20
or 21
or ever
I don't want to feel like I have to change my ideas to fit in to an adult society
but it seems
it has to happen..
I'm really tired
but conscious won't let me sleep...

Only crack can save me now.


PS my apologies for moping
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you've been watching slc punk again, haven't you? just kidding.

But seriously, I know I am like saying everything you already know and stuff, but why make yourself miserable just to take satisfaction in sticking to your ideals? No offense, I really mean it, but no one is going to listen to a squatter yelling about anarchy unless some person with more credibility does it first. Order moves to chaos, it doesn't jump there on a whim. Something must be established in order to be slowly deconstructed something. Maybe you should focus on the establishment before you start working on anarchy or whatever you feel that society needs.
Posted 1/10/2006 11:24 AM by XXrazorbladesmileXX - reply


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