WoW its been awhile.. not much of a xanga fan anymore lol.. but yeahh summer's almost over and i'm pretty sad about it.. this has by far been my best summer.. the occational party and hangin out with my friends and my huuney lol but yeahh i don't ever get on here so if yah wanna talk to me go to my myspace http://www.myspace.com/boy_im_chaotic its pretty sweet lol

CAMi

Currently Listening Destiny Fulfilled By Destiny's Child Is She the Reason see related

 Yeah so today was a really good day.. i duneveno why.. it just was.. it was mel's birtday.. lol.. today and they made shirts.. well since i couldn't be there Porter made mine.. lol.. so it definitely looked like a 4-year-old made my shirt.. or someone had a stroke making it.. haha.. so that was great.. but no it was fun.. i dunno.. i just feel really happy and i don't know why..

 So yeah i went to Titananics tonight w/ Big-D-Money and Andrea and it was pretty much amazing!! lol.. i was kinda depressed afterward though cause i'm like.. not good at anything.. haha.. but whateva.. it was really cool..

 But yeah that about wraps it up.. so later haters..

CAMi

Yeah so pretty much a shitty couple of days.. people say that if you let someone go.. and they come back.. its so much more special.. but my question is.. if they're so special.. why'd he leave in the first place? But i dunno.. feelings change for people i guess.. mine havn't.. but people's do.. i'm just so stressed out.. i don't even want to go to class anymore.. i havn't actually.. so yeah i'm definitely gunna be paying for that later.. but i really don't care.. don't feel like doing much of anything anyways.. so yeah that's pretty much how i'm feeling lately in a nutshell.. hopfully things will work out for the better.. cause i'm so sick of feeling this way all the time.. i can't even consentrate.. but i'll be alright..

 Well loves it!!

CAMi

i think that part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight, for so long, is because we fear something so great will never happen again. Sometimes, you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life. Sometimes things fall apart so other things can fall into place. Love isn`t something you can just talk yourself out of. It`s so much more complicated than that. Love's not suppose to be easy. It's suppose to be worth it. Loves like a rollercoaster, It has its ups and downs, highs and lows, twists and turns, but, in the end, you'll end up smiling or crying. Sometimes you gotta put up walls.. not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down...

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