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Name: Shereen
Birthday: 11/20/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: my friends <3, drinking/partying, driving, sports, making people smile, music, painting, scrapbooking, whatever else makes me happy lol
Expertise: Making people smile.. there is something GREAT about knowing that you made someone feel that way.. it's wonderful...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  SxyDevilsAngel11
Member Since:
11/16/2003
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| So first off Happy New Years to everyone. Hope ya'll had an amazing and safe one!
I made a few new year resolutions...
- Get straight A's this semester
- Find a way to go to SBU
- Make it through the whole lax season for school. (Might not seem
important to you but trust me, if you've had my knee problems for the
past 7 years you would feel the exact same way.)
- Possibly get recruited... cause that would just be amazing.
- Stop procrastinating.
- And finally to stop cursing so much. haha yeah that's gonna be a hard one!
So it occurred to me the next day as I was laying in my bed hungover as
crap on new years day, that it's the start of a new year. I think
that's exactly what I've been needing. A fresh start, a new
chance, another year to learn from my mistakes and hopefully accomplish
my dreams and goals. It's been a really long and hard year, like
any other, it had it's ups and downs. Lost the love of my life
through the worst break up imaginable, gained new friends and lost
touch with some I never thought I would. Got closer with that
special group of friends and shared every experience, bad and good with
one another. Lost and found myself again and again. Made memories that
are gonna last a lifetime. Forced to leave VJC and attend HCC. Found a
new love; coaching and painting. Had to relieve the pain and anguish of
a lost loved one on the 28th of November with a group of my closest
friends. Had another incredible Secret Santa with my most fabulous
Knockout Chicks and so much more. It's been a good year and a bad year,
but I realized that as every year passes on, all the hardships I'm
forced to face, are only making me a stronger person. So heres to
2005 as a whole with no regrets, remorse or hurt feelings. I pray my
lost loved ones keep me just as safe and even more prosperous
in 2006 & I'm looking forward to what this year holds for me. 
By the way, I officially suck at this whole xanga thing considering
that I haven't touched it since my birthday oh about a month and a half
ago. lol
Christopher Andrew Farley-- you make me so so sad and I only updated
just for you because I love you lol and you know you love me too so all
is good.  It better be at least... lol
<3 Reen
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| so basically I just want everyone to know that I have the greatest
friends ever! I mean I know that I do but seriously, I really do!
hahaha
A) They threw me a surprise birthday party
B) They got some of the KO's, jtowne homies, and some of my VJC crew to
come.. which is by far amazing since I miss everyone like crazy
C) They had a kegger for me...
so see I love my friends and thanks to everyone who made my birthday the bestest birthday ever!! I love you ya'll!!
-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISSY!! I'm pumped you lived it up to.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!! lol
<3 Reen
p.s. chris you'd be so proud, I did my first keg stand and I did two for sooooo long lol 
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| so it's official..
I suck at this whole updating xanga thing.. I just really don't have
the energy or time to sit and update my life happenings everyday.. lol
oh well
but I was thinking about this today..
love sucks.. and I still can't figure out why I'm still hurting from
that asshole.. I just wish it would be so easy to forget and move on
but everytime I think I've got it under control something hits me and
says.. no shereen, no you don't. i've been doing so well the past
two months, i've forced myself to stop crying since august. everytime i
feel the tears coming on i sit up and breathe and talk myself outta
crying. but lately, i dunno something about this month.. something in
the air, whatever it is it's bringing me back stages and now i feel as
weak as a few months ago. i dunno i just don't get it. i hate love now
lol as bad as that sounds i hate it. and there are nights where i wish
i never met him cuz then i wouldn't feel this way but i know that's not
true. for the longest time i just wanted to run away, disappear and
never look back, but i don't want to do that as much. i don't really
like my life one bit, but there are so many things in it that i love
and i would hate to take for granted.
aside from all that.. i was all thinking, isn't it funny how at people
you haven't seen or talked to in such a long while magically pop back
into your life when you need those little suprises most??
so i didn't really have much to update but i guess i started writing, things just started pouring out.. lol forgive me haha..
<3 Reen
p.s. i love you 
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| so i'm supposed to be updating because like usual, it's been a good
long while lol.. but i don't really think i should be spending time doing
this instead of writing my stupid paper for class tomorrow. lol
-well my knee is getting much worse, physical therapy didn't work so
now i'm getting cortezone shots.. sucks but as long as it works and
prolongs my season.. i'm all for it! lol
-school sucks.. but that's nothing new. had to drop that online class
because the teacher wouldn't let me make up the midterm soo that grade
wasnt happening for me.. bitches..
-it's november again, and i don't like november... 
alert: i'm giving up on alcohol for 2 weeks.. started today.. lol who's got faith in me?! cuz a lotta people don't! lol oh welll
<3 Reen
p.s. cf.. i'm tellin you.. come visit, steak's on me lol i heart you
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