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I'm trying

to write poetry again, because I don't have the attentiveness to write anything with length or vigor. Worthless, I know. First, before I throw myself out there, I saw the Sex and the City tonight with Tjo. It was amazing…
I'm giving up, I'm giving up slowly, I'm blending in so you don't even notice.Funny things that have happened this weekend. 1. Talk to Mike, who is the only black guy, to date, that I've liked. Too bad he lives in Minnes…
My head is reeling. I have all these thoughts in my head, telling me to be a conniving bitch just because this guy is really fucking cute. Even though I know I shouldn't. But, come on, he's not her type. I always lose to…
"How did you decide to take your own life? How did you get to the Paradise? How did you get this far? In stages, that's how. First you let go of the things you loved. Blaise and Auntie Ono's guava cake and Louis Armstron…
First and foremost, Clueless was just playing on TBS. I love that damn movie.Saturday night we celebrated Kfed's 19th birthday, drinks at his (my friend Rosa, since like 6th or 7th grade) girlfriend's parents house. They…
Today was a successful day of doing nothing, but doing it perfectly.So, Notre Dame's huge like yard sale thing was today from 7-11am. And, even though I went to bed at 3 in the morning, my internal clock and bladder woke…
"Girls were kind. No one ever told him, I could barely stay awake. If only you'd come faster, I could have ignored it altogether. Girls were born knowing how destructive the truth could be. They learned to hold it in, ta…
I'm slowly but surely, learning from YouTube, how to play the intros to a lot of good songs on the keyboard.KP's back!! (for 9 days, which is not long enough, but good enough that she's home.)It's 5:33 A.M. I've been up …
So. The only thing I have to ever leave my bed for is food and to go to the bathroom. And even then, I'm sure I can pee in the random bottles laying around my room and yell at people to bring me food.Matter-of-fact, I ju…
Hello Xanga at 4:52 AM.Well, no, I have not been to sleep tonight. What have I been doing? Oh a whole hell of a lot of nothing, actually. I stayed up to write but I'm pretty sure I wrote like 4 pages and erased all of it…
I swear to GOD, I have applied to every fucking place besides the 24/7 gas station down the street that gets robbed every fucking chance any teenager, who can't pay for gas or alcohol; gets. FUCK. And no one has called b…
You know, there's people that you're friends with and some people wonder why you're friends with them.They have this miscewed perception of what the person is, but they're wrong. Because that person, that I'm friends wit…
My mother and I have a perfectly fine relationship, unless it's Mother's Day.Just because I say, rather loudly, that I'm on my period in Martins while a guy walks by, does not give her the right to confess all of her iss…
Yeah, I quoted a Christmas song in my last entry. I don't even know how I fucking was listening to that song.And LOL at who I met this weekend. I couldn't even stand up, but I'd do anything for a cigarette and I mean, it…
I'm feeling like a criminal...I NEED A FUCKING CIGARETTE. Alright, so fucking moshing at Tony's house, not so awesome.I wish I deserved what church told me I deserved, but I'm assuming I'm going to hell. Fuck it. Even if…
XANGA iS FUCKING BITCH.I should have known I couldn't get away with it, but I'm not too worried.Because 1. Lurchy, it's not awkward when I call and your girlfriend calls because I'll gladly get off of the phone so you ca…
I'm home. 1. My mom made me cake. Are you kidding me? It was DELICIOUS.2. My bed is so comfortable3. I'm really glad my mass amounts of laundry are almost done.4. I got laid! 5. ^ He'll be in love with me by the end of t…
To the girls of 6th Floor Nelson:First of all, I doubt you'll ever read this. I'm pretty insecure about what I write here when it comes to people I know reading it. Plus, the confrontations I'd probably get would be rou…

BagelBreath

- Name: brooke
- Country: United States
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- Birthday: 2/11/1989
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