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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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Feeling a Little Beat Down...
Last night was a hard night. It was suppose to be a fun night full of watching the Homerun Derby and going to a softgall game. We still did those things, but it was rudely intereupted by a hateful Facebook message from our landlords. Yes, I said it, a facebook message. Are we 12 yrs. old?
I just do not understand why they are so rude to us. We have done nothing but be nice to them, take care of their house, and pay the bills. What else do they want? I am very thankful for the house we have and that we have and that Brandon works really hard for us to be able to afford it, but have landlords breathing down our neck about the smallest thing really beats me down.
With that said, I have put our names on a waiting list for some apartments. This makes me very anxious just because I know it's a waiting game. I am one of those people who wants things to happen the moment I call. I wanted her to say, "Oh, you called just in time. An apartment opened up today and there is no one on the waiting list." But, of course that is not the case. I will be better once the anger of that message wares off.
Oh life...and the drama that won't matter a year from now...it's hard not to thrive on it.
Friday, June 20, 2008
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Life
Life is so good.
When I think about my life right now I would have never thought I would be where I am right now. Four years ago I graduated from High School. The only thing I was thinking about was going to HPU and being completly scared of the idea of leaving home. I knew I wanted to go to school, but the fear of classes and not doing well scared me to death! I was not thinking about boys or finding someone I wanted to marry in the future. It just wanted a thought in my mind. I guess because I never really dated in high school so it was never a priority in my life. But then I meet Brandon.
I have now almost been married 11 months and it's amazing. I know it was my choice to marry young, and I knew it would be hard, but I knew I wanted to. I never thought it would be easy and we would live on love. I knew I would go from having everything given to me, to me having to earn it or live without it. It's hard, but worth it!
We have had many, many good times and only a handfull of hard times in these 11 months. I want out marriage to be fun and not waste time fighting over stupid things. It's not worth it. While we do find ourselves fighting over dirty dishes and bills, all those things are so dumb when you think about all the other things that are more important. I wake up everyday excited to get to see Brandon. I miss him while we are at work. I can't wait to see him when he comes home from work. I love cooking dinner together and sitting at our table to eat. I love that once we sit down he grabs my hand and we pray. I love the summer with him when we rent movies from the $1 box at wal-mart and watch them that night because we have no other obligations. I love every thing about marriage. I don't want to take any of it for granted.
I can't wait for the day we have kids ( I can wait for now though) and I get to see how amazing of a father Brandon is going to be. Almost everyday I hear, "I want a baby", from Brandon. He can't wait to have kids. I always follow with, "I DO NOT want a baby...right now". We understand we can't affford anything like that right now but it is something we both want int he future.
All this rambling to say that I love being married. I love every moment of it.
Monday, December 31, 2007
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I am married and I love it. It's so exciting to know that I am going to get to spend the rest of my life with him. I am so blessed!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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I get married in 107 days and I'm going to puerto rico for my honeymoon! I'm wayyyyy excited!
Monday, March 05, 2007
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DELTA CHI RHO got FIRST PLACE in Spring Sing!!!!!!!!!! We rule!!!
BananaLindsay
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- Name: Lindsay
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/23/2003
