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  • Sick of the lies....

    I don't know what to do. I repulse myself and I am scared to fast. I really want to tell my other friends what is going on with me, but what if they don't support me. They will just say the exact same thing they always …

  • Hmm....

    I think I might go on a liquid fast soon. I have never fasted before, and I just want to do it to see how strong I am and how much I can control myself. If any of you want to join, you are welcome to. Hope you guys suppo…

  • Now I'm heels over head...

    Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER. Hope you guys didn't worry though! I am doing okay. Everything is about the same at school. I am feeling a little better about myself, but I still get pretty down. Hope everyone else i…

  • I hope you dance...

    I took one of my friends advice... and I danced. Like a comeplete retard I might add. :] I am feeling better about myself and yesterday I just kinda relaxed. I learned that I need to learn to love my body, and if I want …

  • Fuck this!

    I don't know what to do! I need to think, and vent, and talk to someone! I really don't know what to do. Some of my friends say yes, I should change and that I can do it. But some of my other friends say I shouldn't ch…

  • Still nothing...

    I might as well disappear into the background. I have nothing to say, and I don't stand out like I used to. I am just kinda silent and I have words unspoken that I can't seem to say. Enjoy some thinspo and thank you ladi…

  • No words...

    I don't have anything to say.... just enjoy some thinspo, and comments and support welcome. :]Thinspo <3

  • Dream a little dream...

    Before I go to bed, I think about alot of things. Mostly about my family, how unfair life is for me, and how I am a failure. I want soo much to change my body, but I don't know if I am strong enough. I will probably fuc…

  • T-minus... 2 days

    Two more days until I start my change. Thank you guys so much for the support! A special shout-out to Austin, curvey_cravings, and staythin_forlife. You guys are definately helping me believe. I still love all of you guy…

  • Once upon a time, there was a little girl. She was from a broken home, and she had a broken heart. Her friends never understood, and she never thought she was good enough. She was not very pretty, and was not skinny. Sh…

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