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Name: Tasha AKA Tigger
Country: United States
State: Maine
Metro: Augusta
Birthday: 10/25/1989
Gender: Female

Interests: I like to sing. I love writing. I love my people. I like punk music and yet I like Mariah Carey, actually I like everything. I am out going. I like to be me and be random. I like to go for walks in town and hang out with my Buddy Boy..hehe...
Expertise: Singing and Writing..And being me!
Occupation: Student

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MSN: tashkit_tigger@hotmail.com

Member Since: 6/28/2004

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

I think I am going to make a new xanga..This one is getting old..so when you check this thing I will give you a ten day thing..ad then I will close it down..and give you the link to my new one

This is my new xanga <3 <----Click it to get my xanga haha

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Too Much Trazadone Thoughts

Everyday you sit and wonder where the rest of the world stands as you lay there alone, drowning in your own self pity awaiting a knight in shining armor to come and take you from this venom world full of thoughtless people. Your grief stems from all the pity you lack from other flesh and boned creatures and in result you have to give yourself. You thrive off of being the center of attention and being the one whom every one envies, but the spotlight has shifted and you are now in it's peripheral vision and you are angered by this. So you try to get back at everyone. If you feel pain why not make it go away with someone else's pain? Why not be selfish? Everyone else does it to you don’t they? Or is that just what you are willing to believe and see?

They say that society is lacking in the beneficial placements for those adolescents with whom we have out struggles with, but what lies underneath all that is the fact that the people of our society are blind to the causes that the media and other interactions is what causes the drama and tragedies of our present. All these guns and new technology to slowly and undetectably ruin the lives of others without a second thought or regret are helpful to the downfall to what we now call Earth. Is this what we want our children to become accustomed to? Or do we, the people and the causes of these faults, want to make this better and change what we have been so ignorant to see. Movies, books, and television in general gives such a negative perspective of what we live on. Everything is based on lies, murder, and people's misery. If you took ten minutes to talk respectfully to every person you have met, do you think that one of those people would change their view of suicide? Why is there so much bad in all the good we have created? Isn't there more to life than all this negativity? Isn't there something more to live for? ISN'T THERE?

I'm sick of all this madness and chaos which we endure. Worries we spend a copious amount of hours dwelling upon which should not have even become an issue in throughout all these years of protest. All this talk about who will make the world a better place, but in the end isn’t it all based on popularity? We as humans depend on others to guide is through the hardships and give us the light to see, but should we choose not to help ourselves through this misery, we will forever reside in the dark. If people would fucking lay off other people, no one would die so easily!

Brandon took that of me when I wasn't ready...

EDIT....

Call me a freak but I am listening to Ace Of Base..and I love them!!!!!! Recomended songs are

All that she wants, I saw the sign, and don't turn around

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I am so frustrated..I mean I am really sick of looking the way I do now..I mean I get all this shit all the time from everyone...I look older..I should act my age...IT'S NOT MY FRIGGIN FAULT!..I dunno..I am tired of fighting..I am tired of everything..I wanna just go to bed..and give up everything..

You Just Judge Me

Verse One:
In your eyes I am a failure
I never do anything right
In your eyes I can never behave
My mouth should be shut tight
But never do you listen to me
You say you do, but you don't hear me
You need to let go of my past
Or else this fight will always last

Chorus:
You think you know me, but you don't
You only know who I used to be
You think you own me, but it's not true
Yes, I am a person, but you never see
Who I am inside, not what you want to think
You think I'm trouble, but I'm not
I haven't been since you shipped me away
You think I'm influenced easily
But in the end I can never say
Anything that you understand
You just judge me

Verse Two:
In your eyes I am a smart one
This I know
But in your eyes I can be better
But you only show
You're impression of me when I was young
You never give me the time of day
To know who I've become
It's your loss you don't see

Verse Three:
People change and so have I
But you don't want to realize
I am who I am
Not what I used to be
People change, that's how the story goes
I always lose cause you refuse to know
I am who I am
Not what I used to be

Chorus:
You think you know me, but you don't
You only know who I used to be
You think you own me, but it's not true
Yes, I'm a person, but you never see
Who I am inside, not what you want to think
You think I'm trouble, but I'm not
I haven't been since you shipped me away
You think I'm influenced easily
But in the end I can never say
Anything that you understand
You just judge me

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Monday, July 11, 2005

Ok well.....F-E-A-R-....False Evidence Appears Real

F-I-N-E-...Fucked-Up Insecure Narotic Emotional

Well I wrote this..This is how I feel right now in my situation..

I'll Be Here July 9, 2005

Verse One-
There's something inside I would like to share
But deep in my heart I'm not sure you care
So I'll hold this inside and I'll wait for you
And make sure I know that you feel it too

Verse Two-
There's this need that I'd like to fill
But without you I'll have to sit here still
I know this feeling is not a faze
I'll wait for you as long as it takes

Chorus-
I can't tell you that I want you
I have to play it cool
I can't tell you I'm falling for you
I'll look just like a fool
I can't tell you that you're what I need
You'd let me go
I can't tell you I like you that much
But you have to know
I'll be here......waiting

Verse Three-
I think about you all the time
And make a wish that you are mine
Everytime that we talk on the phone
I wish you'd make it so I'm not alone

Verse Four-
Your kiss was a dream come true
When I think of it I miss you
And if all you need is time to mend
Baby, you can count on me as a friend

Repeat Chorus

Verse Five-
I know how it feels to be in pain
It makes you want to go insane
But you just take your time
I'll be here if you want to be mine

Verse Six-
I won't tell you how I feel
Until I know you are for real
I won't make the first move
Until I know you're in the mood

Repeat Chorus

Dedicated To Luc Sterris

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Um...My Layout is being a major butthead..I am trying to animate it on my own and make it work on my own..but I think I am going to have to get someeone else's to put on here naw just kidding...I am tired bore..and I honestly never have anything to say on xanga anymore..cause no one really comments on it

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