I haven't written any poetry in like a week. Wait more then that, for some reason I've kept myself busy. I don't really have much of an outlet for it so much anymore. I mean I have xanga, but I've put so much up already, I've got sick of usin this thin' for that. Plus I've sorta got bored wit this thin' right now. I guess I'm in this iffy spot, where I'm not so much depressed, but I feel like I need to go out, I wanna spend money, and I wish I had a car, plus a place to go. Well the first one's possible, if I care to walk outside, the next one is too, but thaz if I don't plan on wantin a car, cuz I've got like 2 grand saved already. Plus my parents have nine hundred and 30 they owe me, so....The place I have no real ideas. I want some new music. No I need some new music! (musicandyaholic) I think I had the chance to go out wit Richard on like Wen. but my sis told him I went out walkin, at like 7:30 at night! when I was really here in my room helpin my lil sis, make a mix cd of all the stuff she wanted from my cds (din't end up workin tho). Plus, I'm kinda in the spot where I need to just have a girl to fall back. I here Frankie, at work talkin about all the girls he's rackin up or whatever, and I do get jealous, tho I don't know if what he says is all true. Specially since, I wouldn't say he's that great of lookin guy. I mean he's got big feet and apparently a "pannido," but seriously that doesn't mean shit (total myth). I know I could get a girl, but should I just wait and save myself for someone bigger, and better...My kinda Ultimate Cheeseburger.

Currently Playing God's Son By Nas see related

- Don't say my car's topless, say the titties is out.