"yo yo, yo, yo, sweet boys got the flavor, yo, yo, you like to savor...."

so anyways, crazy life, a little bored these days, sitting in the lonely solitude of my computer window, accessing the interstellar world wide nothingness, i need to write some poetry not this and some stories, not this....yet I can't help it, I need to get more focused on doing what needs to be done, rather than what needs not to...anyways I wanna be more than friends with her, but I doubt that it would ever work, and I'm completely unsure if she even feels the same, so being friends is cool for now, I'm too complicated in the head to even try anyway, I need to do what I haven't done yet, what I wanna do, party it up but then again I don't fall very much into the party crowd, they all do that because they don't have anything else to do...ohh the woes of being rational...

I asked for two numbers last saturday, that makes three girls I've ever in my life asked numbers for...I like this assertiveness thing...the last two probably thought I was being cocky, but very far from it, anyways I need to work on my skills, get more friends and hopefully get an opportunity to enjoy more time with the ones I have, man its gonna be extremely difficult come school...but here's to winning this poetry contest! I need some tea.