Again, I ask you all. Why do I mess everything up? Why do I even bother? What's the point? We all die someday. Why can't I go sooner rather than later? Why did He take Kiara instead of me. Why did He want her more than me? Why couldn't He have taken me with her? Someone please answer me. I don't think I can go on anymore. I feel like I'm drowning. I need someone to pull me out. I need some answers. I don't know what to do anymore. I need help. Someone...Anyone...please...