Hey everyone. Just checking in. Tomorrow, or actually today, I have to go to my french horn lesson. I might have to quit those soon if I don't get a job. Ashli said she might take me somewhere to get an application or something. It's just, my dad can't afford the lessons anymore. He's maybe worked 10 days all summer and the summer is usually his busiest season. When winter comes he won't have any work at all. My dad can barely afford to feed us as it is. He had to take $1000 out of my college fund this morning just so I could have clothes for this winter. I'm scared we won't have enough money to survive this winter. With the phone, electric, water and food, he's going to have to cut one or more. I'm just afraid he'll stop eating. He was about to last winter but then I did instead. I don't know what's going to happen to us. I just know I need to get a job so I can help out my family. Which means no car, no cell, no mall trips, no movies, no anything that I planned to spend my money on. If I don't want us to starve I have to do something. But yeah, enough worrying for today. tomorrow after my lesson I'm going to spend the day with Kris. We're going to the bank to cash in all my change and then on wednesday we're going to spend the day at newmarket square. Then we're going back to his house to watch the meteor shower. Even if there aren't any meteors it will be perfect cause I'll be with him. I don't care what anyone says, I love him. I haven't heard from Alisa all week. Today was the first day I heard from ashli. She came and got me and we stalked people in her car. We were stalking this one chick and she pulled into her driveway. There was someone behind us, so Ashli pulled over to the side of the road and let them pass. Then we started stalking them. They got freaked out. They sped up really fast and when they got to 5th street they made a really sharp u-turn. so we lost them. It was hilarious! But yeah, I know I said enough worrying for tonight. But if everyone could please pray for our family. We just need some jobs to break through before winter. Actually my dad has been offered a job in colorado springs. But it's with a different company. and if he goes to work for them there's a good chance that he could be sent farther away to like Arizona, Nevada, Alaska... and then we wouldn't be able to come back. My dad's not ready to give up his life here. And neither am I. But if things don't break here in Kansas we might have to. So please, just pray for us...

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