| | Fuck Erin! I don't care anymore! All she cares about is Lelani. Lelani
this and Lelani that and I'm going to go get my ears pierced with
Lelani! Doesn't even care about her own mother. No Vicky's not her mom
anymore, Bonita is now. I wonder, does she even remember her sister or
our mother? But whatever I'll just become like my dad, friendless,
sisterless and all alone.  I can't stop
it from happening if my own sister doesn't want me then it must be how
it's supposed to be. Our god is a cruel god. He put me on this earth to
torture me and fill my heart with pain. He wants me to kill myself. He
puts so much crap in my life to the point I want to die. Then he
dangles a little bit of hope in front of me so I want to live. He makes
me believe that maybe there's a little bit of good in this world. But
it's all a trick and a lie. He just wants to prolong my suffering just
a little bit longer so he can torture me some more. What a cruel,
heartless god we have.
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| | Posted 7/16/2005 3:08 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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