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12 signs you're falling for someone: 12)
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faster... 8) You smile when you hear his/her voice... 7) When you look
at him/her, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is
him/her... 6) You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of
him/her... 5) He/She becomes all you think about... 4) You get high
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you tonigh GOOD LUCK @--->
I had to wake up at 4:30 to take Daniel to a debate tournament.
Chrissy, Jade, and Ashley are over at Nicole's. I think I'll call them
later. Some asshole stole my phone so no one can call me anymore. Well
you can call me at my house but I'm never home. Actually, I've been
home a lot this week. But I haven't been answering the phone. I haven't
had very many people over either. The only two that have been at my
house are Chrissy and Daniel. I feel like I've been blowing everyone
off. I hope they understand. I still love them, I just don't want to go
out there and face the world anymore. My heart has been hurting none
stop all week and when it's not hurting I can't feel anything at all. I
wish he'd stop talking to that whore but, he obviously doesn't love me
as much as he says he loves me. Breanna, the blonde one not the cool
one, has been talking crap on me. Apparently I'm a stupid Bitch and a
whore and I should just get over myself and let Ashli have him since
she's in a wheelchair. You know I thought they were my friends. One of
them has sex with my boyfriend and the other talks shit about me. One
thing that's really pissing me off is that Leigha doesn't like Daniel
because he cheated on me, but she's perfectly fine with the guy who
tried to kill me. (Sorry, I'm still not over that, but having your car
flipped over by a psychotic exboyfriend kinda tends to make you hold a
grudge.) She's such a hypocrite. She can't stand Stalker
because he guilt-tripped her. But I'm supposed to be okay with Kris
when he beat me and tried to kill me. (Oh and it wasn't just the car
thing, there were many other things he tried to do to me.) Don't I have
the most wonderful friends? My enemies treat me better than they do.
And Daniel wants me to be cool with them?! Not gonna happen! I hope my
Freshman Buddies (That's you Chrissy, Ashy, Jade, and Nicole) will be
better than they are. Hopefully I've finally found some friends that
won't stab me in the back. (Not Penguin! I Love Penguin! She treats me
better than anyone has. I'm just irritated w/her) Next time anyone
hurts me, though. I'm done.
I will unplug my phone, lock my door and never leave my room again.
Unless I have to pee or something like that. But yeah I've been holding
all this stuff in for a long time. Maybe now that it's out I might be
able to forget about it. But there's still much, much more. I would let
it all out but there's just certain things that no one needs to know.
Those, I will keep, locked away in the deepest recesses of my heart. So
yeah ttyl. TTFN!
(Leigha you're probably pretty mad about this entry so call me and
we'll talk it out. I Love You even though you probably don't want to
hear it right now. Forever your Bumblebee;)
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| | Posted 12/10/2005 7:42 AM - 1 view - 2 comments
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TEAR!!!! well call me....btw...i left you a note at your door with your clothes...hopefully you will call me!!! well TTYL!!! LUV YAH!!!! mauh!!
