OoOOoooOooooooOOOOO.....umm bye

YAY SPRING BREAK!!! Haha... a whole week. sweet!!! Well neway what's up?? Yeah I want 2 hang out w/u guys sometime this weekend or so. It would be cool!!! O and thank u 4 the comment. U r so sweet!!  :) I just hope things will be ok. Well I'm gonna call her up and just talk cause if she does really sincerely want 2 work things out then I'm fine w/it. I just hope she will be ready w/the ears 2 listen and the open mind 2 try 2 understand a part of the situation, although I don't expect ne1 2 understand and c it through my eyes right away but at least try. But I will not take bullshit or guilt trips and I'm always still scared 2 put trust n2 people who hate me even if they try 2 get me 2 think they r on my side. But I'm gonna try. Hopefully she will be able 2 realize the happiness between the 2 of us. The true happiness that dwells from w/in... not just a smile slapped on the face... but a true joyful light that shines on the darkest of days. I don't regret what has happened. There is a sad side of all of it, but there is a happy side... of which I c first. I c the beautiful soul that I have touched... A lovely soul that sprouted from the shell that was dulled by the world's hatred... But now that even shines.  He's so happy and acually looking on 2 a future of fulfillment of which he never seen after she turned 18. He didn't even look 2ward living life nemore, but now he has a reason that made him truely free. And as long as he has a fulfilled smile, then I'm truely happy. We r w/eachother every day. R souls touch even if we r long distance away from eachother, as if they r n a new world. He shown me what true, deep love is and from what he says I have shown him as well. True freedom from the soul of ever shining happiness that drives who we r n this harsh world of life. I just hope I can get my point across 2 her... But I know my true friends now. And hopefully true friends will keep coming up 2 stand by me... 4 the rest... I hope they have good lives n the near future when every1 is away from eachother. I still dread going 2 graduation... there r 2 many 'what ifs' going through my mind at the moment. But I will have 2 take them head on no matter what and make the best of it. U, Ashley, Krissy, and whoever wants 2 be my friend is still w/me and which I thank so greatly. Thank u 4 being such a good friend. U r 4ever n my heart. <3 Neway I really hope u get the job, tho that would have been funny if u got the 1 at Smoothie King lol. Either way hopefully it will all work out and everything will be good. So neway yeah I will ttyl Hope 2 c u sometime. I will call u 2morrow if that is ok. ^-^

                             <3 ya             -Meli-