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  • I'm over at Kris' house and we're eating speghettio's with baby spoons. Thank you Alisa! Guess what! It's so horrible! I can't even think about it! Someone stole all the money out of my piggy bank at kwik shop! I put my …

  • I don't know what to talk about so I'm just going to say bla, bla, bla. :P Kris was licking my toe earlier. Alisa make him stop! jk "Man's loneliness is only his fear of life." ~Grim/Grim adventures of Billy & Mandy

  • I Just talked to Alicia Walker!!! She was one of my best friends in 8th grade. she had to move to medicine lodge with her dad. I've missed her so much. She's back in town but only till tomorrow. She'll be back in a co…

  • “You’re trying to kidnap what I’ve rightfully stolen.” ~The Princess Bride

  • I'm having a much better day now. I practiced for about an hour. Then I went over to penguins. Nick danced for us. I forgot what the song was called. But it goes "Dip it low, bring it up slow." It was a hilarious. The…

  • Actually at my lesson playing made me feel a whole lot better. It got some of my anger out. The pain, the heartache, the inner turmoil ceased. I actually started to feel like my old self again. It felt really good. I …

  • One day I woke upI woke up knowing today is the day I will dieCashdogg was barking went to the park and enjoyed that one last timeI called my mother told her I loved her and begged her not to cryI wrote her a letter that…

  • I was looking through my mothers old things. And I found something that she had on her desk. It was a drawing of a guy that was in a coffin. Underneath it said "I told You I was sick!" She bought at silver dollar city…

  • Rejected Children's Book Titles 1. The Man in the Moon Is Actually Satan 2. Your Nightmares Are Real 3. Where Would You Like to Be Buried? …

  • What's wrong with me? Why do I always do this? To myself, to penguin, to everybody. I just can't help it. I don't know what to do anymore. I think I'm about to shutdown. I don't see anything else to do. I shouldn't fe…

  • A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another. John 13: 34-35

  • I was going to right something about what's going on in my life. but it's prob just be something depressing so I'm not going to say anything. bye

  • Happy Unbirthday everyone. I guess you can't say that to me. But, I've had a good birthday so far. I met Kris' brother and his girlfriend. They're pretty cool. And I got to cook and um...what else did I do. I got picture…

  • I think I've figured out why I'm so depressed. Cuz Erin is. She's been kinda of down lately. She dropped out of college and she doesn't have a job or her drivers license. She feels hopeless and like her life is going now…

  • "If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares then why is there a song about it."

  • hey baby u wrote in mine so iam going to write in yours so there, i love u glad u guys could come over the other night even though it prolly wasnt that fun cause u guys couldnt be loud or anything. i sorry but yeah i hop…

  • "In him was life; and the life was the light of men." John 1:4

  • Sorry about earlier. I wasn't trying to be all depressed or anything. I just wanted to find some answers as to why I'm here. Thank you all for your patience. Thanks for being so kind and putting up with me, Luv ya. Buh-b…

  • "For there is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease." ~ Job 14:7

  • Again, I ask you all. Why do I mess everything up? Why do I even bother? What's the point? We all die someday. Why can't I go sooner rather than later? Why did He take Kiara instead of me. Why did He want her more tha…

  • "Sometimes life throws you a shitload of shit and you can't do shit about it."~Maxtifer

  • Hey ppl. I know I haven't updated for awhile. And I know I get onto all of you for not updating, but... oh well too bad. I haven't had a very good day. I mean it was wonderful cause I went to church and got to spend…

  • "You all are destined to change the world somehow, to be great, to do something for mankind."

  • I just got some bad news. Penguin's grandpa has cancer in his vital organs. He's got 2 monthes left to live. I'm so scared for her. This is going to be very hard on her. Specially since he doesn't know that he has cancer…

  • I just thought of a really good thing. While I was at hesston I had really good dreams. They were so good I slept in an hour each morning so I could keep dreaming. Just ask Kimmie. She was complaining about it at breakfa…

  • Hey I'm back, Just so you all know, I went to Hesston Crosswinds camp this weekend. I am so glad to be home. It was a really bad weekend. Don't get me wrong I had fun and met a lot of great people, and it was a good expe…

  • "every one has anger fear anxiety, Happiness Joy and sorrow. some of us have all of them at the same time, some have lot's of emotions really fast. me I'm having alot of emotions right now...anxiety fear joy sorrow and a…

  • I hate this house. Most of the time when I'm stuck here, I can just go downstairs and play on the computer. But no, not this time. He has to come downstairs and pick a fight with me. And no matter how hard I try I…

  • I love you 2 baby. I'm sorry for what I wrote earlier. It's just sometimes I'll look out the window and see Kiara everywhere. Then my heart will start hurting so bad that I just can't stand it anymore. It's so hard. I…

  • iam so sorry i didnt relize u wonldnt have anything to do today baby. i should be there for u cause i love u so much but i hope u like this poem. just to tell u the truth i didnt write it myself so yeah iam not to good w…

  • I hate this. I spent half the day sleeping. Now that I'm up I don't have anything to do. Sleepings the only thing left for me. At least sleeping doesn't hurt you the way people do. I've been hurt so many times in my l…

  • Why am I like this? Why do I always mess everything up? Everything that is going wrong is my fault. I always hurt the people I love most. I'm tired of hurting everyone. I'm tired of hurting Penguin. I'm tired of hurti…

  • I'm at my Penguin's house. She's making a baby doll dress for the fair. But yeah, BUZZARD!!!!!! I'm really worried about Alisa. I'm scared I'm going to lose her. I came between her and Kris. They're best friends and I'm …

  • I'm in a very bad mood. I didn't sleep well last night. Something was worng with my baby and I couldn't find out what it was. My dad was being a dick and wouldn't let me call him. I hate staying at home. Actually I hate …

  • I forgot to tell you. I went to the mall today with Ashli & Maxtifer. We spent most of our money at hot topic. We "punked" kris. He looked Sexy. I love him he's so sweet to me. But yeah, we had fun I just thought of …

  • I get to spend the night at Kris's house. Don't worry we don't do anything naughty. Tomorrow we're going to see a movie with Ashli and some of my sister's friends. And on Monday I get to see my penguin. We're probly goin…

  • IT'S RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it! I spent the whole day with my baby. I love him so much. But yeah. I think I just messed up really bad. I kinda opened my big fat mouth and told someone something I wasn't su…

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