You said to stop.
You said to go.
You made your decision.
And now I have to live with it.
You made me show passion,
More than I ever have before.
You made me show the real me,
Someone no one really knew.
My heart
My soul
and Me...
And it wasn't good enough.
I guess it never was.
We talked about space,
And now you have it.
We talked about love,
And now it's gone.
We talked about us,
A word that doesn't exist.
It has been erased.
Gone.
Because you told it to go.
Decisions from the heart,
Can't be made under pressure.
Things snap under pressure.
Things cave under pressure.
Things collapse under pressure.
But I didn't create the pressure.
I only showed love.
Go out into that world,
That new one you see.
Take it all in,
Be what you want to be.
Just promise me one thing,
Even though I don't think you can.
Remember I loved you,
Like no other before.
Remember I cared for you,
More than myself.
Remember the good,
That has been buried,
Covered over with fear.
I never wanted you to be afraid,
And that's what you were.
Bury yourself.
Turn it all off.
Build that wall,
Higher,
Stronger,
Steeper.
Protect yourself.
But if you shed a tear,
Just one single tear.
Then there is something,
Something still there.
You may not recognize it,
You may be afraid of it,
You may just fight against it,
But it's there...
And I saw it every day.
Not in myself,
But in your eyes.
I can smile,
Because I showed you,
I showed you a love
I will show no other.
I showed you me,
But now the mask will go back on.
No one gets all of me anymore.
No one get in anymore.
No one will make me hurt anymore.
If I wake up tomorrow,
I have to start new.
I have to have new dreams,
I have to have new hopes,
I have to have new needs.
Everyone needs these,
Everyone has these.
But mine are gone.
It's never too late,
But you won't see that.
You won't hear that.
Because you told me to stop.
I will,
If I wake up tomorrow...