| | Wow... sometimes a simple thing like an iPod can make you stop dead in your tracks or just hit you like a tonne of falling bricks. I listen to my iPod on my way home from work every day. It takes me about five to ten minutes to get home, so I usually get at least two, maybe three songs in before I walk through the door and get greeted by four dogs who act like they haven't seen a human for months on end. I love the greeting with all their eyes on me like they've been waiting for me forever, but I miss other eyes. I miss the eyes I got so used to. The eyes that were waiting for me, or will wait for me to come home to them. It was the music that did it, and I swear the iPod knew what it was doing when it put those two songs together. I have seventeen full Bob Dylan albums on my iPod, but for it to put Like a Rolling Stone and Willie Nelson's Are You Sure together for my walk home today, a day where I sat there and looked at my kids wondering if this is what I was put here to do, there had to be someone, or something knowing it would strike a chord inside me. The lyrics couldn't have been better if someone tried to plan what I would listen to during that walk today... Oh, look around you Look down the bar from you The lonely faces that you see Are you sure that this is where you want to be
These are your friends But are they real friends Do they love you the same as me Are you sure that this is where you want to be
You seem in such a hurry to live this kind of life You've caused so many tears and misery Oh, look around you, take a good look At all the lonely used-to-be's Are you sure this is where you want to be
Once upon a time you dressed so fine You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you? People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall" You thought they were all kiddin' you You used to laugh about Everybody that was hangin' out Now you don't talk so loud Now you don't seem so proud About having to be scrounging for your next meal.
You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely But you know you only used to get juiced in it And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it You said you'd never compromise With the mystery tramp, but now you realize He's not selling any alibis As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes And ask him do you want to make a deal?
You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns When they all come down and did tricks for you You never understood that it ain't no good You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone?
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.
How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone... I love it here, but I miss it there. And I miss these eyes when they used to look at me...


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