Friday, July 18, 2008
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Helpless...Helpless...Helpless
Like Neil Young I am awaiting the big birds flying across the sky. Tired, exhausted and helpless...I keep my eyes toward the sky. Compassion comes unwilled and unrecognized. Times when I'm not at work I can easily drink beers and not blink. I am not lost, I have not died...I am simply living, working and slowly dying. No depression...just tired. Will have a vacation in a the beginning of August....hope all of my friends on Xanga are well. Bless you all.
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Comments (16)
Hugs!
Hope that everything is okay and you enjoy your vacation in August. Take care and have a good weekend...
Sincerely,
Denise :)
Wishing you well and rest and sending those virtual hugs that are not enough. Sending them anyway soldier.
Enjoy the vacation....sounds like you desperately need it!! Hope you and yours are doing well!!!
"I
am simply living, working and slowly dying"
A fate assigned to us all it seems. You put it eloquently. I hope your vacation brings to you the spark that makes us believe there is something more!
@juneblue - Thank you...sometimes when one screams into the void....it is simply absorbed.
@WordFaery - Bear Hug back at you.
@ddsnewleaf2006 - and too you as well...hope all is well.
@Boowasborn - I love a hug....thats just the way I am. girlyboy!
@RebkaRN - As too you my sister of nursey (Mercy!).
I hope your vacation will be a good one, and you'll get totally re-charged!
(They never work that way for ME, but hopefully for you....)
hope it's the ireland one - tap into those roots
Thats exactly how Ive been feeling, Drink drink drink and more drink, Seems like more for me...going to school 10 hours a day, then work, then Taking care of my grandpa is pretty exhausting , plus im a party night owl girl... This life is not for me, and I Can't wait till its all over and I can continue with my nocturnal phase :)
Hope your well
I shouldn't be thinking about coming back to the hospital...
@sharkey - No ...of course you should consider it. Anything can be considered...just carry K.Y Jelly, for the plantation knows no gentleness.