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| This has been a week that I will never forget. Well more April 22, 2007 My aunt Joan passed away. She had a heart attack and never came through it. I was close to her and we would talk like almost everyday. Right now I'm doing okay with it. But tomorrow I know I won't be. Tomorrow is the visitation time and then Thursday is her funeral service. They are cremating her like she always wanted. This is the first time that I was close to someone and they die. It's just unreal to me.
I can't really think about anything else right now. but maybe later I will.
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| a cold-hearted soulSo here it's what three months later. School def. kicked my ass and It knows it. I will be done at the end of this month.
Theres been some shit thats happened since the beginng of this month. Its hard for me to belive any story that I hear when being told "this is what really happened". As much as people said they were not going to do something...they did. Even in that process they let me down big time. They've let me down for the last time. I've told myself if I talk to them again so be it. But I'm not going to make any effort in it. I'm def not going to associate with them on a regular basis anymore. I'm tired of the lies, pain, and bullshit. I'm really sick and tired of the instagations. If your going to start something don't be a bitch and back down. Finish it off. Have some fucking balls.
On to other stuff. I'm thinking of applying at UTSA...I'm not a hundred precent sure yet and I'm waiting to see how this semester rounded out. I think it would be fun living up in San Antonio. Trish and Jason are there. I'm even 80 percent sure Trish and I would share an apartment. BUT part of me wants to wait and see when she moves back here. Who the hell knows, by then I maybe able to move out on my own. The more and more I think about that, the crazier it seems. Me on my own. I don't know how I would handle it. I'm sure I'd go stir crazy. I just can't wait to move out. To successed. The other reason I thought about going to UTSA was for the fact that Neil got this job at USAA in San Antonio. I figured if I moved down there that in a few years or a couple when I get done with my business degree, that maybe he'll be able see if theres anything there at USAA for me. Like they always say, "Its sometimes easier to get something when you know someone." Thats so true. But everything is just an idea. No one take it to heart.
Well people I'm out. Because I am rambling cause I am tired. I slept from 7 p.m.-1130 p.m. last night and I have been up since. I'll write again someday love.
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| So its 6:55 a.m. and I've been up since 2:30 ish. When I got up I met Joshlyn and Neil at the Walmart in Waco and then we three went to Taco Cabana to what seemed like an hour. I enjoy all of us hanging out. Then on the way home at 4:45 a.m. Neil called me at we were talking about the homeless guy that came up to us and like was telling us about him having a staph infection...it was really nasty. Well the next thing Neil and I were talking about all this crazy stuff and he was telling me Jonesy was already getting up for work and stuff and that was like 6:15 ish. I'm actually getting tired right now myself but it all good. I'll get what I need done and take a nap and then family will shortly later be here. YAY. I love having family in. This weekend is going to come and go. OY.
With the graduation coming up I was telling Neil I'm just going to AIM for my AA in Marketing and since I want to move to Austin in the next couple years I could just get my BA in Austin or even Soutwest...or whatever its called now days. I was telling him when I get my AA that it is going to be a big deal...but I don't want a big party. I'm gonna go to the graduation and then we all go eat at CC's and then I'm hopping on a plane to Vegas. LoL It is going to be a big deal for me just to get that. But eh, I'll take what I can get.
Well I just wanted to write in here. Say whats up. Oh and when Neil and I were talking earlier I was like you know August 24th with actually be 3 years since we actually met. We were like it seems like forever. Like I tell everyone don't ask me about dates and times when I give them....Just some how my mind can remember little things like that easily. LoL Okay, I'm off of here now.
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| Where does a blog like this begin?So its been forever and a week since I've last really wrote on here. I never really understood why I left xanga. I have some great memeories written on here. I'm going to try to become a loyal writer again. I really do not like writing on myspace (click that and it goes to my page) because so many people can be nosey and when you don't let certain people read it they think your hiding something about them.
Which leads onto today posting. Friends and its ships....Since the last time I wrote on here I've found new friends and became good friends with old friends. I learned I wasn't happy with the new friends and I was longing for the old friends. Which I'm really glad we've all talked everything out and I feel we are better friends than before. Then there are the old friends who like to rock the boat. Ones who like to keep things thrown in the air and then play like they all don't know whats going on. I'm just tired of the drama in all relms of life. I just want people to act like adults, cause the last time I check everyones 18, 20, 21, 22, 23. Last time I heard that at those ages you are an adult. So lets be adults.
Well I'm gonna go. I have things to go do. Hope everyone has a great day.
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| Okay like its 2006 soooo I don't what to expect, but I hope good
things. I kinda realized I like a Marine that I went to school
with....grrr
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