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Saturday, October 04, 2008

Dear Friend,

When you say, "I'll be there for you,". Mean it because you haven't exactly been doing like that. We haven't talked for awhile and I don't know what the deal is here. Is it because I'm too melodramatic? Too serious? Well then you know what? Have a little sense of compassion. You left me when I needed help the most. I pray to God that He'll open your eyes. And when I said it was all my fault, it wasn't mine. I just took the blame so that you wouldn't feel the guilt. Did you really think that you were so innocent? But now that I see you moving on so smoothly with your life. And sometimes I wonder, how you be so "selfish". Am I just some random object in your life that you use and throw away? Because if no, then I'm letting you know that's what I felt and still continue to feel like. I'm sorry if I did something that has so greatly offended you to be so careless and cruel-hearted and be in this stupid situation we're in. This thing is so freakin stupid. Sometimes I feel like I just want to release the same hells that I went through onto you. Well thanks for that. It just made me stronger, but I still wonder, "Do you care? Do you have a heart?" Because apparently, I'm not the first be hurt by you. And I'm not so sure if you know that or not, but if you do, you're a cruel fake jerk. It took me one heck of a long time to forgive you. And many times, I try to talk to you, but you continue to ignore me and blow me off. Even when I was still troubled, you only asked questions to save your own image and reputation. Maybe I'm too harsh or irrational. I'm typing this letter to you because I'm afraid that if I just directly do this to you in person I would go beyond the boundaries. I have trouble seeing you the way others see you and I pray to God everyday that He would help me to have heart to continue loving you. Why am I doing this? I'm doing this because I care and love you. I did my part as a friend and now you need to do yours. And if this means anything to you, let me know, and I'll still welcome you with open arms.

-Love always,
     Edwin Ho


Saturday, September 27, 2008

Hello Life,

       I think you look beautiful today. Thanks for letting me see all the wonderful things in you. I can't wait to see what you have to bring each day. You give me something to make me stronger. Thanks for teaching me this:

If I speak in the tongues of men and angels,
but have not love,
I have become sounding brass or a tinkling symbol. 

And if I have prophecy and know all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith so as to remove mountains,
but have not love, I am nothing. 

And if I dole out all my goods, and
if I deliver my body that I may boast
but have not love, nothing I am profited.

Love is long suffering, 
love is kind,
it is not jealous, 
love does not boast,
it is not inflated.

It is not discourteous,
it is not selfish,
it is not irritable,
it does not enumerate the evil.
It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth 
 

It covers all things,
it has faith for all things,
it hopes in all things,
it endures in all things.

Love never falls in ruins;
but whether prophecies, they will be abolished; or
tongues, they will cease; or
knowledge, it will be superseded.

For we know in part and we prophecy in part.

But when the perfect comes, the imperfect will be superseded.  

When I was an infant,
I spoke as an infant,
I reckoned as an infant;

when I became [an adult],
I abolished the things of the infant. 

For now we see through a mirror in an enigma, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know as also I was fully known. 

But now remains
 faith, hope, love,

these three;

but the greatest of these is love.

Sincerely,
   Edwin Ho


Saturday, September 06, 2008

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Friday, July 18, 2008

I've reached a point where I feel so dang good about everything and I know it's going to last a Lifetime. That's how confident I am and I will show it. Not the kind good good, it's more of peace, love, understanding, happiness, and communication that I need whether the  situation is good or bad. I understand so much about life and I have like no worries anymore. Well I do, but they're so little that they're insignificant. I just do what I gotta do. My high self-esteem is enough to be confident in myself like what I didn't for a hecka long time. I have the motivation for my life, and by this I mean, I'm willing to pay the price for what I want to do or need, and accept my responsibilities at the same time. At the same time, I'm so close with God and feel His presence(complete Love) in my Life every single day. So now I never feel alone anymore, and plus I realized that I have so many friends and that I took them for granted. I'm like in total awe of the creations around me and I can only grasp a small idea with the best of my ability to see the intelligence/beauty in each creation. I'm so excited about everything. Meeting new people, doing homework, talking to old friends, singing, dancing, running, anything, you name it. I can't even explain how much my life changed. I love what is good and hate what is evil. And every single day, I'm learning so much in all aspects of my being. I'm living a fulfilling life now. I could die right now and wouldn't mind. That's how blessed I am. And for that, I'm so damn grateful.

I'll post more thoughts later on.

7/19/08 - I'll never forget where I came from.

OH TEN FOR OLD MEN.


Saturday, July 12, 2008

HELLO LOVE! YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL EVERYDAY!



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