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Name: Mystery
Gender: Female
Interests: writing, reading books, watching movies, Coconuts, thrift shops, and music music music
Expertise: keep my own secrets and anyone else's that I respect.
Occupation: sometime I work at Coconuts.
Industry: Retail
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ObsoleteOpium
Member Since:
8/7/2006
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| Well my best friend is gone. She left on a jet plane. I'm sort of fond of this creature called man. He is amazingly...amazing. A smile to kill for and die for. Long talks are the purpose of this attraction. And looks, intellect, sense of humor, personality, similar interests. Heh. Put sadly, he is departing for good. So whats the use of this attraction? Who knows if it's even mutual. Very doubtful. I should just leave that attraction alone completely. It's a waste of my time. Am I right? Please tell me so.
The Raconteurs speak of my life as of now. Very charming band. I noticed many people are out of my life now. All at once, just as the summer ends all my summer friends have just left me. Very weird. My best friend gone. That crazy bitch gone. My summer "fling" gone. My "wife" gone. My husband gone. All at once. It's so crazy. I hate it. School is starting up soon which means homework and projects and reading the wonderous and amazing writings of Shakespeare. I've been reading a book a week. At this level I will soon become a well read person before I graduate. I love getting trapped into books and always getting extremely interested in what it's written about. Some authors I envy because they have such great talent and I wish to have that ability. Cause let me just say this, I suck at writing soo god damn much it's not even funny.
Well I must be off.
Peace in the East.
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| So I woke up pretty late today. In the afternoon. I woke up really shaky and scared from a dream, well, more like nightmare I had. So I go downstairs and watch television and think about things. Then I get online and I decide to talk to my old best friend again. And then she still is mad for past things that I regret fully. Then her lover's mother starts to talk and forbids me from seeing either of them. So now I'm twice as jittery because things keeps crashing down. Today is not a good day. And I have a feeling it will keep getting worse. My friend Charlotte just told me that she is leaving for college in fifteen days...which means that the only one who stands by me and protects me will be out of my life in fifteen days. Lets just say that I cried.
I just want to say this to make things clear, you can get your lover's mother to yell at me and do everything she wants to do to me, and I'll still care about you. You can get your lover to hate me...all my friends to hate me, and I'll still care. You were my first best friend. I'm just sad that you don't care as much as I do. So I must of not meant that much to you. My life is already pretty shitty. I want to be happy like you and her but I can't. Just please have a good life and please take care of yourself.
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| BackgroundYes so I will tell you a little about myself. I am fifteen. I like to read books and listen to music and hang out with the occasional friend that comes along in life. Lately, my life has been a tangled web. Theres been deceit, bitchyness, backstabbing, lonesomeness, crying, laughing, and hearts breaking. I didn't really have my heart broken cause I never loved someone. It always turns out to be just pure lust for me. And thats not right. One of my very good friends taught me to never trust her again. Her name is Lucy. Lucy is very very deceiving little bitch. When she is around she acts all innocent and loyal towards you and your feelings, but when your gone, you better watch out she is a brush fire that keeps on going. She will talk behind your back, steal any guys that you happen to like at the moment, and just tear your life into pieces. So now I am civil to her but I shall never trust her with anything of value ever again. I do have another good good friend named Charlotte. Charlotte is very nice and a little kooky at some times but she can be an honest and true friend when you need her the most. Sometimes she does get a little too moody and go off on you or someone near you. But she's always there and thats what matters. Now recently my old best friend has come back into my life and it has been pretty much a miracle. I mean I feel as if our friendship isn't as strong and of course it isn't but I mean nothing is ever perfect. I just hope that sometime soon...me and her can just hang out alone and be able to talk and laugh. I missed her so much, and I'm glad she is back in my life.
Well thats all for now. Maybe I'll update tomorrow.
Goodnight.
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