HEY EVERYONE... I MADE A NEW XANGA>>

its pretty much just like this one but i changed the name and a few other things

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Once Again its time for some poetry… I know you guys have been missing my stuff, so here you are.

I call this one Smiling Dream Addict

SMILING DREAM ADDICT

The sorrow mocks your dim, dill, expressionless face.

It tastes your fears as you feebly weep in front of society.

Mock, bitter, emotions consuming your inner-essence.

Ice cold sweat beads stretching down your brow. Drenching; deadening your senses.

You kneel, not liable to the rampant freaks of this generation.

There's an empty bottle of Wild Turkey hanging from your near-to-lifeless fingers.

--A person of your own, you are.-

Solemnly, as a tear makes its way into the corner of your mouth

You smile upon savoring the salt from the shred.

Reluctance crosses your mind once more, before you cast off into artificial reality.

Dream. Of the days you were alone, cold and broken hearted, bruised and scathed.

This is where you puncture your flesh.Cutting is no necessity to you.

For your pain comes from within.From your inner-most memories.

-And this you enjoy-

Crystalline, and ominous.Contradictory, but, just a bit.

Flesh beads arced across your being. Nothing but imagination.

Smile on.For your dreams are all you have left.Your addiction is healthy.

-I love you Natalie

Infested Skull... one of my originals.. i havent drawn like that since... well since i used to draw that well... i kinda miss it... it took me 19 hours.

Here are some of my friends Jordans drawings... he is like a brother to me... this guy inpired me to draw and write poetry... This is out to you Jordan.. I love you Brother!

BY: JACOB TIDWELL

Heart and Soul

Jackass

Low Self-Esteem

City Gone To Hell

Kill Bill

Political Propaganda

Protoman

RipMyHeartOut

RiseAgainst

Jordan and lady friends

As you can tell from the next three pictures.. Jordan is very popular with the singers of various bands...

lead singer of Extol

Lead singer of Showdown

Lead singer of Winter Solstice

Currently Playing Brackish By Kittie Brackish see related

I have a few more questions to ask of you guys and then i guess we'll be back to the normal.

1. Obviously... whats your name?

2. whats your favorite number?

3. If you could give me up to know any famous person in the world who would that famous person be?

4.  whats my best character trait? Ex/: Romantic, Caring, Optomistic, ect. (try to think of one i didnt list if possible)

5. Whats my best physical trait? ex/: Eyes, Hair, Lips, ect...

6. If you could go into the past and change one thing... what would it be and why... it does not have to be about me.

7. If i could do one major thing for you... what would it be.. ?

8. Whats your favorite colour?

9. Now that i know you all think i am hott... what am i on a scale from one to ten... (Jesse your a pussy... its not queer to think a guy looks good.. you just cant be attracted.)

10. what would you clasify me as... Gothic, Emo, Punk, Freak, Prep, Skater, Rocker, or undefined?  (you can choose more than one)

11. What do you suppose i like more... Vanilla Ice Cream, or Choclate Ice Cream? (If you truly know me you should know this answer)

Okay guys its time for a little Qand A.

1.  Whats your name?

2.  How did we meet?

3.  Do you love me?

4.  Do you think im hot?  How Hot?

5.  Recently, I have taken a break in my poetry.  Should i keep writing or drop the hobby?

6.  Your Favorite Alcoholic Beverage is...

7.  If you could be anywhere in the world with me, doing anything... where and what would we be doing?

8.  When talking to me... what do you remember hearing more... "Hello/Hi/Hey", "Bye/Farewell/Adios`/Sionara`", or "I love you (playfully or serious doesnt matter)"

9.  Last Qestion and the most important... think HARD.   Do you trust me? ( trust is something strong... that when trust is placed in the wrong person, your life can be at stake... think hard and DO NOT LIE)