So I am listening to an "Angel" podcast. Angel was a TV show that was a spinoff of "Buffy the Vampire Slayer". In case you've never seen the show, Buffy is a Vampire slayer, Angel is a Vampire with a soul (he was given his soul back through a gypsy curse so he could feel the guilt and shame of all the crimes and atrocities he committed, only problem is if he experiences a moment of true happiness himself he loses his soul again and goes back to his old ways) and they have the "forbidden relationship", not because of who they are but because Angel lost his soul once because he was truly happy with Buffy. Anyway, every so often I get in the mood to watch Buffy and I hit youtube to get a fix. In this clip (From Buffy season 3), Angel is going to kill himself by standing outside and waiting for the sunrise.