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A New Life

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So I had a blast last night!  Jordan is finally 21... yay!!  Here's a few pix...

Dani and Me

Me and Jordan... birthday girl!

Bab and Jo

Yummy cake...

Dancing...

5 of the girls dancing...

Jo getting her birthday lap dance from Bab

More dancing...

My turn for a lap dance from Jo and Ashley

Bab, Adam, and Ashley

Jake and Me

Clean up

And again at 4 in the morning

Me and Jordan

Happy Birthday Jordan... thanks for inviting us... can't wait till next weekend... yay for Westport!

I love the feeling of making new friends... and lets just say... its amazing!

I've spilled my heart out on this damn thing enough... and I'm done with it!  I have the people I care about and those are the only ones I need.  No more wasting my time on people who don't want to be in my life! 

I'm keeping a smile on my face!!!

I LOVE JAKE WITH ALL MY HEART!!!

I love having

amazing friends! 

I just wish

all of them were

still around

and still cared!

People never realize how lonely it can be and how depressing life is.  When you keep a smile on your face and show the bitches that they can't fuck with you... they get scared.  They wont look in you in the eyes or say a single word to you.  They go on with their boring lives knowing that you no longer have a place in your heart for them because of the pain they've caused you!  They are heartless and only care about themselves.  If only they knew that not everyone liked them!

Don't tell me I'm not trying to work things out.  Most likely, in the long run, I'm the one trying to find out why your mad at me.  I'm the one saying... Hey, I haven't seen you in a long time lets go do something, hang out!  But then you don't take the invitation and just let it slide by.  I will no longer be the one to chase after you and try to work things out because I've done all that I can.  Its all up to you whether you want to work out the friendship or not. 

I will no longer be the nice girl who wants everyone around her to be happy when she's depressed!  Fuck that... I've been depressed long enough.  You go through some of the shit I've dealt with in the past 3 years.  Try losing your grandma one year, then losing your best friend to a drowning accident the next year, and barely a year after that losing your father!  Tell me how life is fair when god keeps taking the ones I love... 

Call me a bitch all you want... just let me be happy and stress/depressed free  for one fucking day!  See how much I cry behind closed doors and tell me I don't fucking care about anything!  Why does it always come down to me being the bad one... the one who causes every little fight... When it was all you!

Tonight is going to be fun but tomorrow night will be even better!  Jordan's birthday party!!!  Woohoo!

Didn't get to go shopping with Jordan... kind of bummed about that but we still have a week to find some hot little outfits! 

I also picked up my ring tonight!  It actually fits... still a tad big but oh well.  I LOVE IT!  It looks so good!  I might have pix from tomorrow night so if I do I'll edit with them!  Laterz for now!

Oh ya... and the Pit... no one has taken her yet so we've still been feeding her and giving her a home till then.  She also gets playtime with Layla and they each love that part of the day!  I have pix from them playing but I'll upload those later!  I have to get ready for hell... I mean work!

Well last night was a total blast!  I haven't had that much fun at a reception in a loooong time!  the only bad part... what kind of bar doesn't have captain morgan??  good thing there was a liquor store across the street and i have an amazing boyfriend willing to run over there to get me a bottle!  I love Jake!!  And well I told you I would have pix so here we go....

Before... we look hot in the all black...

Us... so cute!

Bride and Groom

Their 1st dance as Husband and Wife

Father/Daughter and Mother/Son dance...

Georgia blowing bubbles...

Pulling the garter off with his teeth!

Me and Georgia dancing...

Me and Jake dancing...

Jake's Aunt Amy and Blake dancing...

Jake's Grandpa Herbie...

My boys... Jake and Blake...

Me and Georgia...

Amy and Georgia dancing...

Gangstas... bonnie and clyde of 2006!

haha... I don't know!

Georgia, Jake's mom, and me...

Us...

Grandpa Herbie called this picture "giving each other blow jobs"

Mom and me dancing...

Me and Amy singing to each other!

Groom and his sisters dancing...

And we ended the night with a couple kisses!!!

Happy New Year everyone... 2006 will be awesome! 

today jake and i are also celebrating our 17 month anniversary! 

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