Wednesday, June 13, 2007

• The signs of age

  Currently Reading The Navigator By Clive Cussler, Paul Kemprecos see related

  As young as I may feel and as good looking as I may be, I have never felt older than I feel right now. 

  First up, I want to say I had a blast with all my old college buds and gals, it was refreshing to see everyone again.  The day at the beach with perfect weather and my swim suit being stripped from my body by 5 guys.  Watching karate kid with 20 people in luthor's tiny living room.  Playing ultimate till my leggs went numb.  And witnesssesing my friend tie the knot with the most perfect woman God made for him and him for her, while we sweat through our clothes and get a nice tan.  good times.  had by all.

  Why do I feel old?

  The fact hat I have been out of college now almost as long as I was in it.  Most of my close friends are married, not to mention my little sister.  The detatchment I felt hanging out with people I was closest to 3 years ago.  Seeing how many of us have moved on, and made lives for ourselves elsewhere.  Observing characteristics in friends that have not changed, but my perspective has.  How most of us have changed, but we will never let each other.  My encrouching baldness that became even more apparent after my shorter-than-usual haircut.  Finding out my blood preassure is too high and realising that although I am in shape, my diet is shit.  I eat crap all day long.  Hanging out with teenagers who make fun of me for being old.  Working a real job with real responsibilities and expectations that I am anxious about fulfilling.  I am anxious.  I feel jadded. 

  Before I make anybody else moderately depressed and pensive,  you can see pics from the week on myspace.com/logicalleapdesign

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