FOR THE EX

I know it's been a while since I've updated and my homecoming entry has to be a depressing one.  This song is dedicated to the boy that changed my life forever...the one that will always bring nostalgic memories for me.  So much I want to say to your face but it's no longer worth my time.

** Just so there isn't any confusion, I'm still happy with my bf. 

Wow!  I can't believe it has been this long since I last updated.  I have a confession to make...I'm not a stewardess.  I'm sorry guys!  But it was real funny when you guys started calling/emailing me, asking about the "new" job.  Even from people I haven't heard from in months!  Hahahhaa.  Gotcha good!

A lot has been happening.  Lots of thinking.  Won't go into details but just lemme babble, ok?  Thanks.  Everything is going great.  Too good to be true if you ask me.  It might be too soon for me or maybe I'm not ready or maybe I'm afraid to let myself go again.  I need to control my emotions more.  I can't seem to find an equilibrium.  If I hold myself back, I might be messing up something that can become so beautiful.  But, if I let myself go and things don't work out, I will really burn this time.  I know there's nothing I can do but ride the waves.  If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be.  I think I'm still somewhat traumatized from the previous.

Thanks for listening.

P.S - Need to play this song cuz no one tells me I'm beautiful.......anymore.  (not like I need to hear it.  Lol)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

HOPE SANTA BROUGHT YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANTED 

Hey Y'aaaaallllll!!!

Wow!  It's been a month since I last updated.  Bet you guys didn't miss me at all.  I apologize for the writer's block I've been experiencing as of late.  I'm morphing again and plus, traveling occupies most of my time. 

The new job is great.  Everything is Hello Kitty!  It's every little girls' dream come true.  I'll post pics when I get the chance but I won't post a pic of me in my uniform.  Don't want you boys out there to get ideas. 

The hardest part of the job?  Trying to keep myself from laughing at a FOB who thinks he can speak perfect Engwish.  I'm speaking to him in Mandarin because I absolutely cannot understand a word he says in English but he still continues to respond in English! 

The fun part of the job?  Partying with the crew.  And let me tell you something...everything you've ever heard about what happens in the air and on the ground amongst the crew.....is true. 

i'm quitting!!!  i found my dream job!

i'm gonna go work on this baby...........