T-21hrs,15minutes....

Thats how long its been since I had my last cigarette. Its not as bad as I thought it would be(yah right Im goin fkn crazy!!) No really the patch is helping me a whole lot(until I go to grab a cig out of my purse,nightstand,hell a butt out the ashtray). Ive been using pretzel sticks as imaginary cigs...lol...it seems to help(of course from all the salt intake I now dont have to worry about emphysima but rather high blood pressure and cholesterol). My daughter hasnt been workin my last nerve either, shes been stayin clear of me(of course thats because I have her ductaped in the closet).

ok ya'all I really didnt lock my child in the closet, I shoved her in the dresser drawer No I didnt...LOL. Ok really Im doing much better with this quittin shit then I thought I would, only thing is I am seriously having like halucinations. Its like Ill go in my purse for somethin and I can see myself gettin a cig out n firin it up. Only thing is I dont have any cigs in my purse...I even emptied all the ashtrays I owned so that I cant fire up a butt when Im jonesin. The only part thats really bothering me is like when I drink coffee, or need somethin to do with my hands.

Well I guess I can always go puff on a J...theres no nicotine in that

ok I have to go change my patch n find somethin to do with myself....no I dont mean that ya sick bunch o pervs!!!

Cyaaaaaaaaas