A break from the sadness...
My teacher E-mailed me and told me that he wouldn't be in class tonight, which means since I did my finals last week that I don't have to go to tonights classes.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
I really didn't want to drive all the way out there just to sit and watch the others do their finals. You see, since some of us got to do ours last week (due to the size of the class itsself) we were told if we came in this week, we would get 20 X-tra bonus points. I hope I didn't need em that bad, or maybe he'll give em to us anyways since he won't be there.
I hope Dennis calls home so I can fill him in on the details.
Speaking of Dennis...
He has been so sweet to me. I have been feelin like crap. If it's not one thing it's another, whether it be heartburn, headaches, tiredness...you name it. He puts his hours in at work and then comes home and works some more. I guess all i'm tryin to say is...Love You Sweety!!
Since the party has come and gone and all the moving is done...there's been a little more time to relax. I have a hard time relaxing though. I see what he has to do everyday and I just don't feel like I contribute enough. I mean I do the school thing and keep a pretty clean house (well at least I think so)...but you know what I mean. He found an ad for a Graphic Designer for the local newspaper. He had mentioned that he wanted to take my resume and drop it off there. At the time I had about a zillion things on my mind and well, that was just one more thing on the list. Now that I'll be havin time off, I think I'll redo my resume and hope for the best. It's the least I can do to help us get by.
Married Life...
People keep askin me..."So how's it feel to be married??"...In all honesty it doesn't feel any different. I'm still Janet and he's still Dennis. Exactly what was supposed to change?? Hellifiknow! The one thing that has changed is the fact that we don't have to sleep in seperate beds/houses. That's definitely a plus!! I loved him enough before to stick by him, I love him enough to have his child, and I have no doubt that I will love him more and more till we are parted by death. None of this has changed since we got married. I felt this way before and will continue to. It's nice to be here when he gets home. It's nice to be a family. It's nice to be Mrs. Thompson. ( so maybe ask me again in 5-10-20 years )
So as you can see I have redone my site again. I must say this one feels a little more like me.
Whatcha think??
OH and there's a fly in here that won't leave me the hell alone!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! 
Cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas |