This was a quote from reporter Carol Marin. I broke down in tears as she told her story and I saw the sheer horror in her eyes so many hours after the fact.I almost dont want to see it on TV anymore yet I can barely tear myself away.I am an emotional wreck just from seeing it via the news,I can't fathom what it was like for those actually there.So many questions unanswered.As I mentioned before...the uncanny coincidence from Nostradomeous.Also 4 planes...2 "American"airlines and 2 "United"airlines.Notice the Airline names..United and American.Two powerful words,words that describe us and our country.Coincidence??

I dont want anyone to take this out of context.I am not anti-american. However,did we ask for this?? We pretty much allow anyone into this country. We give them money,businesses and tell them they dont have to pay taxes,we teach them how to fly for christ's sake. Hell you dont even have to speak the language. I myself have been complaining of this since I became old enough to see with my own eyes and have my own opinions. We should have been stricter years ago...why did it have to take a national disaster to come to this conclusion??So when will they do something about it??Our borders are still wide open pretty much. We may not have asked for it but by god we sure as hell didnt do anything to prevent it!!

I have noticed so many people think that it was NOT a "Cowardly act". Just because they were Kamikazies and apparently believed (in some fkd up reality)in what they were doing. The way they went about it was Cowardly and still is! If it wasnt they would have come out and claimed their destruction. They know that we are capable of so much more. They should have thought about that before they went and penetrated our core of safety. Now you will suffer the consequences! You may be asking...."but when will they suffer??" "they dont even know who did it". I am not the type of person to just sit back and believe all that I hear on TV. If you for one minute think that a plan hasnt been devised as of yet then perhaps you should think again. There is something called a "breech in security". All those in Intelligence and Defense are not going to come out and mention our every move. Do you honestly think whomever is responsible for this has no access to our news?? I mean if they said all of what was planned on national TV,they may as well just call em up and say...ok we will attack you at 3:57am on friday. We will probably not even know we are retaliating until our fighters are pretty much ready to start firing.

All in all I have to say that I feel lucky in a sense. This has opened my eyes even wider. To let the people I care about KNOW I care about them.To not ASSUME they know. I also sit in my house watching it all on the news. This could be so much worse. We could have a fullblown war in our backyards. We could be without power,water,any indications of what is going on. We could be starving in the streets. There could be riots and luding. They could have turned us all against eachother...yet we are still here and strong.

Although I recognized the "Xanga Free Day" I did read all of my updates. I left my props and was quiet. Dont think I have ignored any of you. I have read and heard many disturbing things...some peoples outlooks sdden me while others truly inspire me