The results are in.....

The results for my ultrasound came back. It confirms my suspicions. I have a small cyst on my left ovary (hence the intensity of pain during ovulation and that certain time). I also have the start of a small fibroid tumor. Seeing as how I pretty much know how the whole cyst thing works, I was more concerned with this fibroid thing. The Doc said that its nothing to worry about. She wants me to go on birth control to try and shrink them both. Ok well I had to tell her that this is NOT an option. I will not take BC pills again ever...they are what started all this shit for me back in '90. Then she suggested that I get the depo shots....um NOooooo!! I have never, in all the time the depo has been out, heard a good thing about it. I know tons of people who have tried it and they in return would bleed for months straight. I dont like having to do it the once a month now so...NO I wont be doing the depo either. I told the Doc that if the pains persist or get any worse I would rather her just go in and take them out. Anyways she said that she'll just keep an eye on it and schedule me for ultrasounds every 6 months.

Other then that I am suffering from DFLDS (dont feel like doin shit) .  I am so behind in my Art fundamentals II class.  I just dont feel like drawing lately. Im hoping my lack of motivation is related to it being summertime.  Alot of the peeps I go to school with are having the same motivational problems as myself.

Welp its that time of the year again...

Our local street festival ( The Harvest Festival ) is coming up this weekend. So ya'all know what that means....ETHNIC FOOD!!! I wont have to cook all weekend...WooHoooooooo!!

I feel very weird today. I had to go get gas and I almost had to pull off the road. I feel like Im hovering above everything. Its like my head is fuzzy and my eyes are seeing things differently then they should be. Its hard to explain, and NO Im not high!!

ok well I hope you all have a good day!

Cyaaaaaaaaaaas