New Years day is my Grandma's Birthday, so yesterday I went 'n picked up my sister and niece(and of course me n Beth)and we went to see Grams at the nursing Home. I hate goin to that place. The peeps always look so melancholy, bitter, scared, and confused. I understand why, I mean once you're in a nursing home...the odds of seeing your family become slim and none. It's so sad to see the elderly, who have done nothing but struggle through the hardest times that we couldn't even imagine, have their lifes work stripped from them and be discarded like an old newspaper. I honestly don't think I will ever forgive my Aunt and Uncle for puttin my Grammy in there.

I only have 6 more days of break left. School starts on the 8th for me. I'll be heading back home Sunday night though cuz beth goes back on the 6th. I'm gonna miss the solitude out here by Dennis'. This next quarter I won't barely be able to get down here. I have classes on Saturdays, so that would mean drivin down here for only one day. My net access is going to suck also. I'll do my best to pop on when I can though.