i have had the worst and the bast week thus far at the same time. i have been wokring two job and going to school at the same time. this is on top of the volunteer tthings that i do for the church. I have been very busy but i feel like i am getting things acomplished.

is it wrong to feel bad when you wear a skirt to school knowing that guys will look at you. especialy when the first one you see watching you is one who is walking down the hall holding his GF's hand?

As the title sugests it has been a very long week. Ryan left for his missions trip to japan on monday.On top of that i have been swamped with midterms. spring break has startes on moday and i feel like im still not getting enough sleep. yes daylight savings has come to haunt my morning hours. i dont know or care if anyone is reading my posts anymore but i tell you it is nice to have a place were i can just type and make no sense whatsoever and feel better afterwards. i miss ryan i havent talked to him sense friday and i wont hear from him untill tuesday. my head knows very well that its only like 4 days but my heart is behaving like its four years. heather i dont know how you handle steve being gone, your my hero.

Friday friday friday, I love fridays! I'm sitting in class but i only have one hour left and then I get to go home and help dad make the sauce for dinner. Its realy nice to have dad home when I get home  from  school. You wouldnt think it would make that much difference but with mom starting work I miss the getting to talk to her when I get home. So having dad there when I get home is realy nice. But me and dad are going to make dinner tonight and the Ryan is coming over and we are goin to play video games and smash the boys into the video game losing oblivion. it's going to be a good day.