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Name: Zarek
Birthday: 6/19/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Hangout with friends, movies, shopping, clothes, choir, peace and happiness, art, music, food...lots and lots of food, asians, technology, children and cant forget boys.
Expertise: Um...I don't really know yet, I'm good with kids
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
AIM:  Zarek3000
MSN: nosnomiskeraz@msn.com
Member Since:
3/20/2004
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| So I got waitlisted at UW, sad sad, but oh well, however I was surprised to find that some other people at my school were waitlisted who I completly thought would get in, but who knows about those asmissions officers, I swear they look for like super kids. I guess I find out anytime from June 1st to August 1st soo long from now. If I don't end up getting in I'll probably just go to either Bellevue Community College or North Seattle Community College. I can't wait for the summer to end, I'm moving out into an apartment w/ David and possbily Gianluca(friend from Italy), soo excited I can't wait. Ahhh I just want school to end so badly, it should be time, anywho I should probably go do my math hw, fun for me yay.
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| Sooo, I should be writing an essay right now but I really don't feel like it, gahh, I just want school to end so badly, it's like all I can think about. This weekend was pretty fun, Saturday I hung out with David and we went to Pike Place Market. He had never been there and we had amazing piroshkies, oh they were soo good. We also went to the Science Fiction Exhbit at the EMP becuase my moms fiance had two free tickets so we decided "why not?", it was ok. Then later that night we saw bridge to Terabithea, it was good, interesting concept, I enjoy movies about kids using their immaginations. Then today I just did homework but really feel like I have not done too much, anywho I'll get to my essay.
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| I'm really hating school right now, I'm suffering from the imperious effects of this senioritis, I'm apathetic towards nearly everything right now however not entirely sure why. Theres so many things about me that should be changed, and yet I persist in the same indecent mentatily, how nostaglic I am for 9th grade still high school has really been nothing compared to what jr high was. I'm in my senior year right now and it's supposed to feel excellent and fulfilling, I haven't gotten that yet, if anything my senior year has probably been the worst year of high school, one too many all nighters, breakups and makeups, missed school. Whaterver....
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| Ughh, I woke up with a sore throat this morning, along with afew other sore things, not too pleasent, I fell asleep in math class today and all I heard was "Ms. Sussex, why do we do that?" her response "Well because", yeah she didn't explain it too well, but hopefully I can figure it out soon b/c I have a quiz over it tomorrow, eeeh. Other than that today wasn't too bad, haha I had a fun time at work. Now I'm off to Davids house to stay the night so it doesn't take me as long to get to school on the morning, I hate traffic. In English we were discussing Fate, weather or not it exists, my group said a combination between fate and self choice, I agree, I think people make their own choices, but those choices result in their fate, I think I view life as more cause and effect. Today I was asked if I could change things from my past would I? I said no b/c if I happen to, or already have, come across something great, changing the past would probably change the future, in that I might not have the great thing I once had, or will have in the future. I try to live my life day by day, and I enjoy not thinking about the future to far in adanve, it only results in extended anxiety. Then bothering about the "what if" questionsof life, I don't see the point in adressing them or stressing about what if circumstances, it's a waste of time, I might as well do what a I can about it and let fate decide the rest. I'm off...my rocker, take care.
~Z
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| Holla, so I haven't written in this for wuite soem time but I think it might be a good thing for me to do, let out some things that I am feeling, and what has been going on, plus I feel like I remember what I've done which makes my life seem more entertaining to me haha. So sice I last wrote in this a lot has changed I guess. I'm a senior in high school, I applied to get into the University of Washington, hopefully I get in, if not I'm still moving to U-district and getting an apartment with my friend David, I'm looking forward to that. Today was the first day of second semester, my new classes are graphic design, and hot spots (current events), other than that, my other classes remain, Alg 3( trig/precalc), AP Lit, AP French IV, and Biotechnology. I was really happy to find out that I got an A on my math final for the semester, that was my only actualy final test, the others were large projects. I pulled quite an all nighter, and the other two nights I was up till 4ish, ugh I hate school, I just want it to end. Other than that a lot has gone on w/ previous relationship stuff.. it's complicated. There will be more soon to come. Take care.
~Z
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