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&&&she hangs herself with glass pearls... Because Theres BEAUTY in the Downfall</5 well im bored so i thought id try something different. SPRiNG BREAK!!!
stupid awards banquet. had to walk around for two hours in heels. my feet are killing me. and my eyes burn. but i think thats just fine. i got told i was pretty but like finest guy at my school. i…
Day1. im stoned. first time in fucking two and a half months. eh, sorry this isnt the greatest entry.
Dont Abandon The Ship. Youll Never No What It Could Have Been.

Don't eat. If you want to see food, look in the mirror at your thighs. thats enough to make you think twice about putting even low-cal foods to your lips. i do believe im starting fast tomorrow. liquid fast m…
intake: diet sodas, half a bottle of robatussin, and tea. yes i did much better today. we ran the mile in gym today, what funnn. only like 5 people beat which is kind of sad looking at my time. 9min35sec…
hey loves. sorry bout not updating. i really just need to get out of this place it only brings me down. so yea i wasnt at my house. i went tanning and then i went to sams. ijust got back. intake wasnt…
i binged really bad. i needed to reboost my metabolism. i dont know if i gained it all back or not but new fast starts tomorrow.
What would have been day 4. yes it got perfXcked. mom made me eat but i kept it under 200. i threw most of it up anyways and walked 5 miles in 57 degrees weather. cw as of this mourning...162:) thats 8lb…
Day 3. ice. water. lemonade. pills. i did well today but had to get checked out of fourth block cause i started violently throwing up. the pills were to help me to stop. lemonade was just for metabolism char…
Day 2. CW as of this morning 168 i lost two lbs in a day. w00t. lets just hope i can keep this up. ice, water, tea, diet coke. exercised today too.
NoTears Beseech These Eyes

Have you ever gone to cry and well you just couldnt? that happened to me today like alot. i did well on my fast just tea ice and water.
Eh, wish me luck. As of 12 AM tomorrow im on a liquid/ ice fast.
ouch. i want my sara back. i cant believe thats shes not going to talk to me anymore. just because of the self injury and depression. it is so sad to think you have a friend but when you need them the most they leave y…
Youre So Guilty, Its Disgusting...

this is the point where I breakdown. im lacking. im really lacking self control. either i need to start puking or quit eating all together. im gaining, i dunno how much but even my mom could tell. i hate …
fiddlesticks.
well better day today. bobby was so much nicer to me. im just nott going to let myself get close to anyone anymore. i find it better this way.
Have you ever went to bite into something, and once you did, realized it doesnt taste like what you expected? That weird incident happened to me today. I was getting so used to drinking diet sodas that when I got a S…
i just realized i look kind of retarded in that picture. lol. well i went to school and got like 40 compliments on my hair. twas crazy. sweel day, horrible intake. laters.<5
The Five Basic Food Groups.

Nicotene. Marijuana. Starbucks. Water. Pills. Hah. I did something I havent done in forever. I sat and stared at the stars. With Bobby. We are like really getting close nowadays. Im enjoying this. But Im just w…
well today my intake was not half bad but i dont feel um like wrting it. but i did jog 4 miles in 52 degrees weather and no jacket... this is so weird. i thought when ricki and bobby broke up it would bring us fa…
well yea my mom is so playing this thing off acting like it never happened so i guess iill go along with it. i got veggie egg rolls todayyyy.<5 theyare so good. like orgasmically good and only contain 100 calo…
its been like foreverrrrrrrr. im so sorry. i didnt have access to a computer because i wasnt at home last night and the night before well hell i didnt have time to update, my mom and me got into it big thursday …

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