Poemz
this was a long time ago...i think around may or april, its pretty cheesy...atleast i think it is:

"rite now the things in my head
are makin me mad an frustrated
im sick of som ppl that tell me wat to do
an i wish that they would understand that i dont want to be like u
wen i mean u i meant them, the ones who tell me how to be
they really cant understand that all i wanna do is be ME
i wish that ppl could understand, that im always depressed
an that they would stop tellin me to stop, like their obsessed
with telling me how to act, and how to feel, and how to be
ppl cant understand that this is all me
yea, there are positives that i have
if only i focused on those, those ppl would be glad
i can be nice, and sweet, and funny and charming
i can be mean, and cruel, and angry and annoying
most of the time im nice, and other times im mean
but other then that, i really prefer to be sweet  (with the ladies)
and som ppl cant understand, y i can be so mean and cruel
ppl dont kno that i grew up in a negative world
its weird now, cuz im startin to change
im not so depressed as b4, its pretty insane
how i can be so good and so bad
an the things i say and do make every1 mad
i complain bout my problems, and hurt ppls feelings
i dont kno wats wrong with me, im an evil human being

i would continue, but now im pissed
ppl keep tellin me all this bullshit
bout who i should go with an stuff like that
im also sick of the shit they be tellin me bout their love life an crap
and it jus fuckin hurts to hear, how theirs is so great
an then i think of mine, it sux ass and i hate
the fact that i cant get a girl, or have som1 to care bout
this is makin me mad, pissed, an angry, im jus gonna shout
at all the ppl that piss me off, cuz yal keep makin me feel bad
an makin me feel pathetic, cuz i cant get wat yal have
so rite now, im mad and alone and i wish i had
som1 ta tell "Mahal Kita", but watever...my life is soo fuckin sad"

i've been wanting to come up with more...but i dunno, i guess i'll try....:


"life sux..i hate it so much
i go thru too much pain and sorrow, ur outta luck
im not the guy u want to talk to, cuz im pretty depressed
save urself frum me, an all dis stress
that u'll get frum me, cuz i'll make u mad
i'll tell u all dis shit bout how bad
my life is, atleast in my eyes it is
i wish i were gone...i dont give a fuck or shit
my love mite be gone, cuz im always gettin hurt
i wish that i would jus let go of this 1 girl
i kno we'll never be...together
but man, i fuckin love her so much..i jus wanna hug her
and it fuckin sux ass, cuz she's rite in front of my eyes
sometimes at nite, all i do is cry
becuz of the fact that i cant do ne thing at all
an everything i do aint good enuf fer yal
i wish the ppl could really understand, and for once, jus listen
instead of yellin an screamin, but yal keep bitchin
cuz u think that my life aint as really bad as it seems
try livin my goddamn life, and u'll kno wat i mean..."


anotha wun of mah poetry fo yalz...leave me sum eprops if u wan, and post me a message an tell me wat u think...