Wednesday, April 30, 2008

• Those Days...

  Feeling very depressed right now.

   

  Just go threw talking with my Uncle, Miguel. It has been awhile since I last saw him, and I must say it’s probably been close to 10 years if not more. 

   

  It’s too bad that he’s at home right now, but I’m at work. And he happens to be just passing through and I cannot leave early to meet with him and see him.

   

  It almost seems taboo…to know that someone is so close by, and you are steps from seeing them, but can’t. Imagine how many of those people you would like to see are in the same situation, and you don’t even know it.

   

  My uncle, this uncle, was always around when I was a kid, and I remember spending time together as a family when I was younger. Speaking with him brings a lot of memories to mind.

   

  From when I was a kid, and my family was whole, and no worries seemed to captivate me.

   

  Now my family is separated, my dad travels constantly, my sister and nieces and nephew are in Atlanta. I live at home with my mom and brother. But it’s depressing because it almost seems as if when I was a kid, family was always at an arm’s reach. And children were always around to play with. But now everyone has grown up and everyone has gone their own way, followed their own path.

   

  And it sucks because I miss those days. It just really sucks!! Because I miss those days….

   

  I really miss those days…

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