+++++  ATTENTION  +++++

( Listen Up... )

Omg I dont knoe how to say this. I've been struggling with this ever since I moved here. Don't get it twisted, I like it here it's just I have stress and sorrow. I mean all the sacrifices and all the risks  that I made, it lives within me from now on. And everyday I have to wake up and just break down and think of my life, what I been through and things. I cant explain what im going through. It got me going crazy. My life is in a storybook without a happy ending. I try to act like im having fun but im just hiding my tearz and emotions inside and it hurts. It really hurts. I dont want to cry to sleep no more. I dont want to wake up every morning and just thinking about waking up in my room in L.A. :tearz: Im tired...

I dont knoe what im going through but now I got to live with it. I try and act calm but sometimes I go insane. I dont have a " sunshine " i have a "cloudy day " and the sky is gray everyday. I'm all caught up inside of me and there is nothing to I can do to release it. I really just...miss L.A. With dat all said and done, Im going to put this as my last blog and not write anotha one again.

-luis