sorry can't make any parties or anything on thursday... i guess i do have plans after all:

putting my cat to sleep at 4:30.

then saturday i take my dog to the same vet... for her annual heartworm meds.  i don't think i will ever be able to go back to the vet after thursday.

EDIT: I have soooo much i need to do... but I just can't. This is the time i need a hug and a shoulder to cry on... but I might soak through your shirt so I'll keep the tears to myself.

I can't take this anymore... I need to get out and go somewhere.  But I have nowhere to go and no way to get there. and choking on your tears is not very fun.