Gotta let something out...

AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

*punches the air*

Ahem....better....for now....

*snarl*

New Experiences

Uncharted territory
Places I've never been
Situations arising
And causing ache within

So many times I try
To understand this mess
Too many times I fail
And up in distress

Father help me show them
Your unfailing love
And help them focus
On all that is above

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I have no words to say, or emotions that can be explained, all I know is that God is testing me at this time.  It is difficult to understand, and even harder to describe, but God is sovereign and reigns on His throne.

The abundance and lack thereof...

There are things that I really want to say....but know that it isn't the right time and/or place.

There are things that I really want to do....but know that it isn't the right time and/or place.

So confusing and frustrating, but I'm glad that people are willing to hold me accountable....especially one person in particular. 

This is really difficult and sometimes annoying, but is for the better in the long term.

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I have insomnia and would really like to be asleep right now, but that's not happening very easily.  So, that means I have a wandering mind.

There is a sense of annoyance with some things right now, mainly because some extreme double standards and comparisons are becoming extremely evident....it's annoying and obnoxious.

Anyways, this is me going back to bed....attempting to get some sleep and preventing myself from getting on a rant.  Enjoy the prevention while it lasts....things could change very quickly.

The "Ideal" Life...

I'm back at school and just 24 hours ago I was in the Philly airport during a layover.  It's crazy to think that things are already rolling along in life here at school, but really exciting too.  These next few days are going to be extremely fast in one sense, and really long in another.

Last night was a lot of fun though, the cast and some crew had dinner at the Clements' house and it was awesome!  I can't wait to see the pictures that will be used for promotional stuff...some of them were definitely weird, but it's all good.  Weirdness if half the fun of being in the theatre anyway! :)

The cast is great, and I think this is going to be amazing!  I'm really excited to work with everyone, regardless of the size role of "Lady Duxeley".

The girls at camp are doing Bible study right now....I miss them a lot, but know that this is where God wants me to be right now.