| i got my tat friday its fuckin pimp check it out man i partied my ass off last night i dont even wanna leave my bros and come home i wish i could move her haha but yea comin home 2morrow so hit me up ppl love ya all i know xangas weak but some ppl use it and i juz wanted 2 put up my tat
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| So yea....wow things have been so weird lately......i feel so confuse like so much has hit me at once and everything is just scrambling in my head and i wish i could shut it off........i want to forget about so much and cant i want so much to just go away....i fuckin hate this i know life will get better sooner or later but i seem to just keep makin it worst for me when im only tryin to make it better........so many different emotions goin on in me.......what am i to do anymore......i cant even go with the flow like i need to....its like im pushing against everything instead of letting it take me on its own course.........its like i cant even make up my mind.....im happy for what 5 days....and bam im hit with so many different things.......i feel i should have stayed with my dad.....and now its to late......but i just cant run from things but i really think it might of helped.....but it also could have made things worst......im sorry but this is what i do when i need 2 let things out.......it at least makes me feel some what better......well im out i love everyone who cares and i know there is alot of you all.......and thank you........ |
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| ~BULLSHIT~Hmmm well not much is goin on here except for that im in West Virginia at my big bros house....and im comin home on Wednesday and i guess things arent 2 much better except for the fact that im kinda over whats happend and shit.....but i guess im not 2 sure about me and Kami cuz honestly i know i keep changin things up but from what it looks like now me and her wont be 2gether for a while.....but who knows anything can happen....im just ready 2 come home and spend time wit some friends since i've been an asshole this past yr and not tried 2 do much with anyone but its gonna be different now people but yea i hope i can be forgiven but yea well i love u all peace
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| Well people i guess u could say i got good news for everyone in Oklahoma.....i am staying and Kami and I are going to work things out......she is done with everything me and her have talked i can tell u people kami is a great person and nobody should think other wise because alot of u dont know her like i do....yea things got bad but trust me they wont anymore.........i want everyone to know i Love Kameisha Nicole Hawk....and things wont change well i pray they dont because she means so much to me and i want every1 to be happy cuz i am happy and if your not then im sorry.....but she makes me happy and we've realized what we mean 2 eachother so yea
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| hey people well for those of u that are my friends and have actaully met me and love me and care for me.....i thought i shuld let u know their is a big chance i might be movin here 2 my dads in Virginia.........but anyways im sry people but i think honestly i will be better off here in Virginia and get away from alot in Oklahoma even though its gonna be so hard.......i love u all and im sry but in the end u gotta do whats best 4 u.....
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