Thursday, June 28, 2007
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when the date that it came to be the last day....i did doubt if i really want to end this one year relationship..for me it is a pretty long date.....but seriously...i feel so contradiction about my feelings... i don't know what i really want at this moment. When i saw him so drunk last night in the car...my heart really hurts....and then tears came down uncontrolly. why's that.....i wonder myself...and still can't figure it out....
want to call him to know if he is ok today....cuz..i konw it is gona be so hard for him to recover again...but i have to be cruel to him...since i don't want to give him any hope.....otherwise it is me who will regret later.... i don't want that to happen...i don't even want to think that way......
what i can do now is...nothing...just wait the time to pass quickly...so that he will get better..
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wut happened ?y is that ???